Only if you knew the truth behind everything.
It’s been 5 or 6 years since we broke up. I loved you so much, but your parents and relatives were my biggest problem at that time. It reached the point where I had to let you go because I didn’t have the strength to fight for you anymore.
If you only knew the words they threw at me. I was scared, but I also wanted to respect them because they are your family. So I made a plan to let you go and get a girlfriend immediately, hoping that you would move on from me and forget about me. After we broke up, you even created new accounts just to talk and communicate with me, even though I had already blocked you.
I know why you thought I cheated on you. Someone told you that I did, but that’s not true. It’s up to you if you believe me or not.
When I said, “Dalawa jowa ko,” that was the time your parents were sending me messages again, so I had to fake it. I had to pretend, even to my friends and your friends, that I had already moved on.
But I really, really loved you.
I know you’re in a relationship now, and I respect that. But do you remember the two times we met again? I know you felt something too, because I did. I really felt something. My feelings came back.
But I don’t want anyone to get hurt, and I don’t want to interfere with your relationship. As much as I want to be selfish, I also want to be mature about it. So I’ll just let things happen naturally until our paths collide again.
I love you.
I’m 17F and came home and decided to go for a walk before it got dark to enjoy the Fall foliage in my area. There is a hill and wooded area north of our rural home and a town road that passes by.
The sun had now set and I was wearing darker colored clothing and took a shortcut to our property rather than walking along the road.
As I approached the house I noticed my parent’s TV was on and while I thought no one was home yet, apparently my younger brother was.
I then realized it was him on the screen doing what teenage males do with the screen mirroring watching himself on cam. Then he did something I couldn’t believe unless I had seen it. He rolled back, legs overhead with it pointing at his face, tongue out and finished in his mouth.
I still can’t believe it. Not that I can even tell anyone but thinking maybe he’s bi or gay. I really can’t get it out of my head.
Can’t stop j3rking off to A.I P0rn I made of my sister its so hot
Recommendation to all mothers of sons….control us. We will become slaves to our g e n i t a l s it is inevitable. Do not delude yourselves that you can help guide us or teach us and give us free reign with our bodies at the same time. Lock us in chastity cages as soon as possible. Sissify us from day one whether you make us wear the wardrobe or not. Only a mother can tell if a son should be allowed to function as a man and only a mother can save us from our anatomical slavery.
Everyone please pray for President Trump. They are going to arrest him. And r*** him and murder him like they did Epstein. The Clintons hate his guts.
HOW THE C***?! HOW THE F***?! HOW THE S***?! HOW THE KIDNEYS DID I GET INTO ALL OF THIS?!?! WHY?! WHY?!? WHY IS FATE SO MEAN TO ME?! WHY THE F*** IS IT HAPPENING TO ME?! GODDAMN SINISTER PRETERNATURAL REALITY, FUUUUUUUUUCK.
Insulin overdose is a painless way to go and I am tempted to try it.
Wish I hads a sausage dog to f***. 😞
You are my comfort person, soap connoisseur.
I find as I get older I lose more friends. And I lose them when I’m not watching. Please if you ignore most of what’s on this site, don’t ignore you’re friends. It will only be a few years until they start to die off. Half of mine are gone...
I wish to watch a cotton candy sunset over a soft whispering beach, interlaced with you.
Sick and tired of not living how I want. Being with who I want to be with. Accomplishing what I need to.
I’m looking to buy a couch. No one has been in my apartment for over four years. All I can do is drink and dwell in the years I spent deployed. I sit here shopping for a couch as if it will change my social interactions. But only one cushion...
I wish we were in bed together right now. or holding hands walking in the city. Or sitting together at a dinner table staring into eachothers eyes. But I know you barely think of me and Ithink of you constantly.
Usually by March my depression starts to Improve but it seems to be getting worse this year
Going through the motions year after year f****** s****
How can people stand by and do nothing when they watch a peer be bullied. This is the reality I faced for many years. If I wasn’t being purposely shoved by others walking in the hallways, I was being shoved into the wall. Sometimes people would even openly laugh at...
I’ve never had anybody, not even when I was a kid. My sibling hated me, my peers despised me, and I’m pretty sure my parents wish that I never existed. I gave everything I had to them, and yet I feel so empty. What can I do about? There’s nothing...
My mental state is rapidly declining. Rapidly
STOP writing about destroyed friendships on this site! They trigger Daisy!
Daisy here! NO NATASHA. YOU destroyed our friendship. You did the same to your buddy Lisa years before.
“Don’t complain that you can’t find anyone when you hurt the people who care about you. I’m still hurting because of you. I care about this friendship. You destroyed it.”
“you destroyed our friendship and you refuse to fix it. i don’t know why you promised a forever friendship and in the end you hurt me so much.”
Reply: You did me dirty Natasha! I don’t f*****’ care if your acute myeloblastic leukemia returns!
Go F*** Yourself!
Love Daisy!
Go f*** yourself Natasha!
***Daisy is Triggered 🙂
“You said our friendship was precious but you went and killed our bond. I still think the world of you, but it doesn’t change that you’ve hurt me.”
Natasha: “I treasured you. Our friendship meant so much to me. And despite that you said you treasured us, your actions really showed that I meant nothing to you.”
Reply From Daisy!: F*** you Natasha! F*** YOU!
I don’t think I’ll make it through this weekend
I f****** hate life. no one knows how much I truly do. every hour of every day. Lonely and suicidal.
i dont want to be alive anymore. its become clear this year that theres nothing left here for me.
Got scammed at work. I was assured that I won’t lose my job over this and what we lost was just pocket money and not to worry about it, but I still feel f****** awful and so f****** stupid.
I wish I had the guts to kidnap you and keep you in my basement. Maybe then you would love me. Like they do in Stockholm.
Please listen to Joel Osteen. It might not help you. But it could help your nieghbor.
It is just not worth the effort any more.
Oh sorry. Not life, I meant p**** just isn’t worth the effort any more. Tbh never has been.
my life is awful. no matter how much I try to convince myself in those fleeting moments of contentness and happiness that everything is just fine. It s****. It needs alot of work.
I got into an argument with both my mom and sister. Honestly I doubt anyones gonna reply but i also just want someone to be straight up and say who’s in the wrong. When I got back home after school, I saw my grandma over. She’s an older lady, near...
My dad and I got into a pretty serious fight which resulted in him disowning me. It feels like when you’re a kid and you’re super proud of swimming in the pool because it’s “deep”. Your parent is right there telling you great job. Then as you get older you...
After the injury 6 years ago, everything changed. I haven’t known a moment without pain since then except for being under for various surgeries. Once the people in my life figured out I could no longer be of any use to them, financially or physically, they all disappeared. I’ve become...
Good bye perverts.
I fucked up. I checked my ex fiancé’s socials and she’s doing great, looking great. I should be happy for her but it honestly made me feel like a big loser. I want to kill myself.
im a victim of abuse.
I’m scared of dl men, so im gonna be celibate. My mom hates me and I had so much tramua in my childhood so i’d rather save myself the trouble of meeting and ending up marrying someone who doesn’t even love me or want me. I’ll just wait till I...
The time my dad had a mental break down. I feel like I need to share this because I cant forget or get it off my chest. This was about 5 years ago. At the time I was living in fortlauder Dale and I could say my life was pretty...
I love some one married. He also said that he love me. We both have wonderful time together. But after certain of a time i see some changes in his behaviour. I asked many times. After one day i got to know that his wife is pregnant. I confess to...
this site is getting really sick no wonder i rarely come here any more.
everyone tells me my life is gonna get worse and im starting to seriously believe them.
I’m thinking about the plan that I made a few years ago. I would kill myself when I turned 18, because I’m a useless member of society that can barely function with my mental disorders. I don’t think I really want to die, I just feel so incredibly useless that...
