I miss him but dunno if he misses me 🙁

Confession–TW-I have been truly struggling with my mental health. I’ve been struggling for years now but my parents won’t allow me to get meds. Therapy has not helped me, I’ve been to 5 different therapists and it wasn’t useful for me at all. I exercise daily, eat healthy, have great...

I hate being a Virgin male at f****** 25, no women wants me, no women look at my direction, I want to f****** cry

I’m sorry I tried to make you visit me or meet up .
I’m the last person I’m sure you’d spend your time birthday with . I needed company too , I didn’t mean to push the issue . I’m so sorry . I scared you away

i want to die.

I’m so sorry . I don’t mean to be a monster .

I’m sorry I tried to force you to come .

My wife was a victim of a violent assault, our s** life is dead. It’s not her fault, but I feel so alone. I’m 60 and healthy.. g******* kill all rapists..

I’m sad the way my life turned out.
I’m stuck with a woman I don’t really want to be with, stuck in a situation I don’t want to be in and dying on the inside a little more every day.
I don’t like having s**. I try to...

I was raped by a fat woman called Christine when I just turned 17.
She would prank-call my house too to ask if I was, “Going out” that night. Used to stalk me and watch me roll up my crisp packets and tie them into little bows (as I...

Feel like harming and/or killing myself again. Just numbed the f*** out.

My heart breaks for Joel Guy jnr. Every day I think how he must be hurting, alone, scared, dis-associated by his existing family. So he killed his parents and cut them up. Who gives a f***? They probably deserved it. He must have had good reason for doing it. The...

My greatest regret was having a kid.
I never wanted one and the liar, Jennifer McCarthur said she would abort the f****** thing. Next thing I know, she’d been talked into keeping it by her interfering mother, the c***.
I’ve never paid a penny in maintenance, ..never will....

Once in a teambulding, when I was drunk and tired I let a guy take advantage of me. He got really violent, beyond what I would feel pleasure from and eventually managed to put a stop to it. We work in the same business, but not in the same store....

haven’t nutted in 8 days… just turned 30 and that’s the longest without… Hooray?

death by procrastination

I got groped by someone I thought was my friend and half the people I told didn’t want to hear it because it made them uncomfortable. I keep remembering it and I feel guilty for being traumatized when other people have been through worse.

make up class ran up 21 lots of 30 steps 4mins got to the top door wouldn’t open. heart racing fear of being lost, so ran on mobile. anyone there? finally someone found me and opened the door to the stair well fire escape. and this was right after a...

Au Revoir, Corvallus

TW: ANXIETY, SŪĮČÏDÅŁ THOUGHTS, DEPRESSION.
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i hate it here so much. i feel like nobody cares about me, even my parents. nobody has ever really cared about me and therapy has never helped. im done. ive thought about it and im going to shift dimensions...

i havent eaten in awhile and im starving but i know i cant eat if i wanna lose weight. why does it have to be me going thru this? i am just so lost.

I don’t know how long I’ve been at this because apparently I don’t know how to count time. It’s one of my many flaws.

I am in love with someone I absolutely can’t be in love with. I kept thinking maybe it was just a passing attraction and I’d get over it. After I’d seen the worst side of him I thought there’s no way I’m actually in love with him, but here I...

I put an illegal police baton up my b*** and had to go to the hospital to get it removed. The emts almost passed out they were laughing so hard.

my boyfriend cheated on me, and i had to find out thru police telling me. he lied for months, and used me so much. i don’t know how to deal with this, and i just want to die.

I’m going to kill myself tonight

She wouldnt even meet up for a single day. All expenses paid. Not one.
Then she said dont call her .
How am I not supposed to feel hurt?
I gave you how much?

She asked me not to call her again, so back on here it seems. Sigh.

My heart is broken someone I love so much never wants to see me again but I accept it . I’ll give you space to talk to your new person . Thanks again for excluding me from your birthday plans . I’m making new one so I don’t sit and...

Why did you make it a joke about wanting to see me ? Especially after what I’ve been through with other people ? That’s So cruel . It was nothing but a joke .

Dear Lord…
how many more…
For how long…
And for which destiny…
I am tired and exhausted… Concealing my urge to quit evey moment…
HELP.. PLEASE HELP… I BEG YOU… r parchhi na

I have a lot of anxiety. And my biggest struggle is my social anxiety. It’s gotten to the point where I’m anxious and insecure even with my siblings. I’m an adult and have four adult siblings. While they all like to hang out and talk to each other, I never...

I’m sorry I don’t want to have this effect on you I’ll be patient. I do love you a P

Isolation is hard it’s not you

Oh stop it you’re the one that won’t see me . Don’t you dare twist it . You found someone else and other plans . You’re angry I asked if you could make time for me one weekend . What you’re really saying is I don’t even want to make...

fffuuuck f*** f*** f*** ive had enough and when you denied me what i wanted for so long ive had enough i just want it to end

please remind me to never have anyone in the same room as me when im emotional, i dont want to hurt them

Men are so complicated to me. I feel like none of them ever communicate what they want, and half the time I don’t even think they know. All I know is that everything I do gets treated like a fuckup and I just wish he could, or would, communicate why.

CORVALLUS here: how old do you think I am? at best, if I was sucking in the 90s it’d be Chuckie Carr, Bret Barberie, Jim Eisenreich. but I didn’t, only Hawk, and that’s because he lived nearby and I umpired his sons games at Perrine Khoury League.

only baseball player...

Today is my half birthday. My original birthday was during lockdown and my overprotective and boring @$$ Asian parents won’t make it up for me 🙁 🙁 🙁

I know the truth to all lies, and I’ve developed something psychological that helps me find out the truth. It isn’t curiosity, it’s something about people’s movements and ability to lie that tells me the truth.
Is it bad that I miss being a bliss to the lies?