When I entered mommysroom and saw Elma our bLack housekeeper viciously moms naked cheeks I nearly died. Both totally naked and mommy yelling “yes yes yes “ to each whack. Elma n****** wobbled in her chest. They were gorgeous. I licked my lips. I rubbed my own ripening n****** feeling the glow rising between my thighs. Then mommy turned over on the bed. She spread her legs out wide opening her p**** to Elma’s eyes. Elma grabbed a long wooden spoon. Aimed carefully and whacked mommy’s p**** lips very hard. The wet squishy sound was music to my ears. The effect on mommy’s p**** must have been an extreme explosion. Not a single sound came from mommy’s mouth. “Is it good baby? Does your puss scream in agony? Ent one whack on a n*****? Uuuuummmmmhhhummm mommy groaned. “Pull your p**** open sweetie and maybe I’ll lick your c***. I watched as mommy gripped her c*** lips and spread her v***** wide open. Whack whack the spoon hit the n******. “Three taps on your c*** sweetie, then I’ll s*** your c*** snd let you c**.” Sloun good darling? Uummhhm. Whack whack 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 whack. Arahhhhahh. Mommy gasped. Them Elma bent down and kneeled at mommy’s p****. Her pink tongue flicked out over the ripe c*** button. Mmmppphhh mommy groaned. Her thighs spread wider. Dribbles of pee escaped. Elma giggled. Losing control are we? She wriggled her tongue over the c*** faster and faster and faster. The legs began to move shivering and jiggling. Her n****** were rock hard and she twisted the pebbles in her fingers. “Pull your knees to your chest to bare your a** sweetie. Mom did . Elma kept her tongue in moms v***** . Then she grabbed the paddle and fired 7 quick hard vicious whacks on mommies bare a** cheeks. The violence blasted her c*** over the edge and screaming she bounced her a** onto the bed . Watching all this unfold I was very close to c****** myself. But I watched mommy’s naked body collapse flat. She has passed out mid orgssm. I could see her belly twitch and jerk in orgasmic contractions. It was a beautiful s*** dream to watch.
My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.
So Im16 and he is 25 he used to live with my family from when I was 15 to 16 because he needed a place to stay. Overall he was very creepy and I could always feel like he was watching me I never liked being a lot with him.There...
Y’all don’t try to lose weight if it isn’t medically necessary. I’m literally begging you. I thought I was going to just cut out snacks to try and lose my thigh fat and it turned into f****** anorexia. It took less than 3 months. I literally was underweight before and...
I have horrible intrusive s***** thoughts and I’m on the verge of suicide for that. I just don’t know how to end them.
I just miss you
I had an affair and I feel sick to my stomach all the time not because i cheated but because i lost him. He owns my thoughts my blood flows for him I hear his voice i see him in everything and i hate my life without him and i...
I detest my mother, I’m so deeply conflicted between very limited cherished childhood memories and the fury over the way I have been treated by her (and other) family members since growing up. I can never rest between all consuming rage and waiting to hear she’s on her death-bed and...
I was wrongfully and cruelly terminated from my job last year and it crushed me. I still can’t find anywhere to lease a space. I can’t afford to buy anything. I’ve only ever known one industry and now being around it breaks my heart. My job was my life.
I have $16 left in my bank account. I wish I still had my job… I just want to die.
he won’t let me go even though we have grown apart, f****** toxic b*******
How r u?
I tried to kill myself two weeks ago.
Only reason it didn’t work is Bc the knife wasn’t sharp enough.
And yes….I did it the right way.
I wish it worked.
You’re a sociopath, yet I love you ….and you can’t love me back . Even if you wanted to . Brain just ain’t wired that way . Zero attachment . To me or anyone . Sigh . Fml
I’m really at the point…. where, just leaving for Cuba permanently, with a large loan & absolutely no intention of ever paying it back, is going to very soon become reality, or else my family, friends & boyfriend are going to seriously give me a nervous breakdown & I’m really...
i wanna die…the only problem is i don’t want anyone to know I just wanna disappear
I don’t know what it is maybe it’s… I really don’t know I feel so melodramatic, am I using that word right? I don’t like myself. I don’t like the life I’m living I’m not suicidal, or maybe I am? I don’t know. I’m not...
I wish you could have met up .
I really would’ve given you an amazing birthday. For whatever it’s worth. I’m just not somebody people want to see I guess . I know you’re not stringing me along, it’s just that I keep bringing it up and making you uncomfortable . I’m sorry. I hope if I let...
I am also a horrible person. I wish I wasn’t. I really wish I wasn’t. But I am. I’m a f****** monster.
What is wrong with people!?! I can’t believe how cruel people can be! Chinese people have no reason to be hated on, they are humans like us!! We CANNOT dislike someone because of their culture!!! Everyone says they want world peace when you still continue to judge people because of...
I think that I truly am a narcissist. I always care about what others think of me, even when I do something that’s wrong, I still try to find make myself look like a victim. I am always the victim in my life. I never take responsibility because I’m terrified...
Haven’t been awake for long & I already want to harm or kill myself.
This is so sad I can’t even like get her interested in killing me. Let alone anything else. Sigh .
Depression is knowing you need groceries, but not giving a s*** about doing it. Add that to not caring about whether you’re eating properly or not.
I should have left from the very beginning. I have got myself and myself only to blame.
I am drifting away, every single day. I am so close to giving up and doing drugs to forget my s***** life for few hours, this or I am just going to end my life. I need help. Everyone is consuming me. Everyone is using me. Even you.
I promise I’ll be the person you need me to be from here on out . Normal and happy . I really do go to great lengths to hide it but sometimes that’s harder now because of the pain in my back from the car accident : that’s not your...
I’m not sure I deserve to live but that is not my decision to make. I am ready for a new woman in my life. I worry she’d have to compete with my work. I fall into the same trap where I want to break up but don’t. I feel...
I don’t think I am losing enough weight. I got to do something to lose it.
I intimidate you don’t I? You know you’re out of your league . I’m too much to dominate and handle . If you don’t show up, we’ll both know that’s why 😉
I really can’t stop loving him. I’ve never had such a broken heart. I’m not a teenager- I’m a grown woman married for almost a quarter of a decade- and I need somehow bring the love back to my husband but how can I when my heart longs for someone...
i don’t eat so that maybe some day a man will fall in love with me
Today I ate cabbage, Indian food (Madras curry), and ghost peppers. My a** is about to pay a very severe price.
just got broken up with and I’m more hurt than ever. how do I live beyond this. im in so much pain and I don’t know if he ever loved me. how do I get through this when the only person I want to talk to is him.
Y’all some nasty motherfuckers why y’all talking about holy jism b**** please y’all nastee
I wish I had a best friend . Love. A Family .
Feeling numb & want to harm myself.
this year has damaged by financially, spiritually, s*******, socially, physically, emotionally, mentally, I dont think I will ever fully recover….
There isnt a day that goes by without me wanting to be in his arms and feeling the heat of his body just one more time.
Honestly? I can’t do anything anymore, I’m failing all of my classes, attempted three times, my friends are more toxic than ever and I feel like I’m about to do something stupid any second now
I’ve been wanting to commit suicide since I was 13. I feel as if I give so much to people and I get nothing back. Nobody would miss me, I’m only alive at the minute because I want to see what my GCSES turn out like. I’ve never been in...
