Confession-TW-I have been truly struggling with my mental health. I've been struggling for years now but my parents won't allow me to get meds. Therapy

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Confession–TW-I have been truly struggling with my mental health. I’ve been struggling for years now but my parents won’t allow me to get meds. Therapy has not helped me, I’ve been to 5 different therapists and it wasn’t useful for me at all. I exercise daily, eat healthy, have great friends. When I bring up to my bf or mom that I’m depressed, they always say why? And I don’t know. I don’t have a “reason” to be depressed. They often get frustrated at me and say its just my mindset. But I’ve tried, I guess just a chemical imbalance in me. I cry almost everyday and continue to have intrusive thoughts. Even being active, I still feel numb, selfcare, I feel numb.

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When I entered mommysroom and saw Elma our bLack housekeeper viciously moms naked cheeks I nearly died. Both totally naked and mommy yelling “yes yes yes “ to each whack. Elma n****** wobbled in her chest. They were gorgeous. I licked my lips. I rubbed my own ripening n****** feeling the glow rising between my thighs. Then mommy turned over on the bed. She spread her legs out wide opening her p**** to Elma’s eyes. Elma grabbed a long wooden spoon. Aimed carefully and whacked mommy’s p**** lips very hard. The wet squishy sound was music to my ears. The effect on mommy’s p**** must have been an extreme explosion. Not a single sound came from mommy’s mouth. “Is it good baby? Does your puss scream in agony? Ent one whack on a n*****? Uuuuummmmmhhhummm mommy groaned. “Pull your p**** open sweetie and maybe I’ll lick your c***. I watched as mommy gripped her c*** lips and spread her v***** wide open. Whack whack the spoon hit the n******. “Three taps on your c*** sweetie, then I’ll s*** your c*** snd let you c**.” Sloun good darling? Uummhhm. Whack whack 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 whack. Arahhhhahh. Mommy gasped. Them Elma bent down and kneeled at mommy’s p****. Her pink tongue flicked out over the ripe c*** button. Mmmppphhh mommy groaned. Her thighs spread wider. Dribbles of pee escaped. Elma giggled. Losing control are we? She wriggled her tongue over the c*** faster and faster and faster. The legs began to move shivering and jiggling. Her n****** were rock hard and she twisted the pebbles in her fingers. “Pull your knees to your chest to bare your a** sweetie. Mom did . Elma kept her tongue in moms v***** . Then she grabbed the paddle and fired 7 quick hard vicious whacks on mommies bare a** cheeks. The violence blasted her c*** over the edge and screaming she bounced her a** onto the bed . Watching all this unfold I was very close to c****** myself. But I watched mommy’s naked body collapse flat. She has passed out mid orgssm. I could see her belly twitch and jerk in orgasmic contractions. It was a beautiful s*** dream to watch.

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