Two completely different treatment for two guys since beginning and now I am expected to go completely against all odds and prove myself. I am not as motivated as he is. I am scared and feel insecure because of the unfair treatment I have always met in pretext of trust...

Winter is killing me. The sky is so dark, I’m too depressed to do homework. I slept through most of today, and I’m still tired. I’m days late on one assignment and I will probably get a zero. I feel worthless and low.

Will pray for you lost humans without God Fear Justice.

Re: pacific northwest woman, then don’t read it you uptight liberal C***! Tongue wash my a*** hole so my next lover can enjoy a tight clean BACKSNATCH!

CBW3

sad to see bitter people and not being able to snap them into nice. stop hissing and drop the cards. Not fun anymore.

We met at a miltary school and from the start I fell head over heels for you. Things were going great and we almost became a couple but you stopped talking to me…I miss you so much and everyday we don’t talk, my heart hurts so much. If you see...

I have a dream of killing my parents. i don’t want to be a murderer but it would be better if they were dead and I could just scrape together whatever money they have, so that I could start living my own life.
I keep hearing their stupid voices...

post below makes me laugh. what a human child… twelve?

Dear God,

I don’t know where else to post this, I feel so helpless and alone right now and honestly I don’t know what to do.. I’m just asking that you please help me.. Please.. 🙁

CW: Self harm, eating disorders

I thought self harm was a safer option than purging behavior. About a month ago I was drunk and cut too deep. I bled slowly for hours. I could have (should have?) died. I passed out trying to use to toilet and hit my head...

the worst feeling is being replaced ,, especially by your own mother
as soon as reggie was born i was no longer a thought let alone a priority
she didnt love me and i knew it but i couldnt help but cling on to that last slither of...

My mom has told me to my face she hates me and I think about that still, 30years later. She always suffered depression and I would best the brunt. When my youngest brother was born, one day she held him and had a knife to his throat. I had to...

I want to be worthy of your energy. You aren’t even attempting to try and fix this. Just abandoning me. No fight. Sometimes “Sorry” isn’t enough. Maybe flowers on my doorstep. or a note in my mailbox. or how about a text to wake up to this morning with all...

I think about harming and/or killing myself almost everyday.

f*** this s*** why did i come out of my comfort zone why didnt i just let someone else take the lead f*** f*** f*** f***

So I don’t like my body at all, I hate myself for falling into depression and eating my feelings to the point I was sick of food, but that’s not it. My bf likes slim girls and I hate my body cause I’m not like them, I compared myself a...

I’m old enough to vote but I can’t drive due to my epilepsy. This year I wanted to vote but my mother refused to take me unless I vote for Trump. We got into an argument about it. My point I tried to get across to her was that her...

Married and I guess I am stuck. I am stick feeling like I am never good enough. Stuck begging for love in return. Stuck having s** because it is the only way I get any attention. Stuck forcing a smile. Maybe one-day I will be blessed enough to have someone...

my stillborn older brother should have lived and i should never have been born.

I can’t live without you. I know you want to hear from me but can’t respond, I’ll try my best at trying to make you happy.

B,you’re worth so much and I know I should’ve done better than to lose you. The day you ended things I cried.I cried for hours because my happiness left. B,you were my happiness. As I’m writing this I’m trying desperately not to cry, And failing miserably at it. If she...

my a** always hurts from being raped as a kid

My neck hurts

I don’t enjoy f****** girl until there is some emotional connection and a real love.

I have not fucked any girl for more than one year.

I want to kill myself. I’ve cut/slit my wrist like twice in the past the most recent one is just past 2 month.

Bastards mentally retarded people destroyed my career. They mentally tortured me for nothing and I overreacted to them on my Facebook and LinkedIn and now getting punished in my career.

I am hardworking and ambitious and take it as embarrassment.

since I have nobody else to talk to, might as well do this on the internet: school makes me want to kill myself, and I’m afraid of dying + I have depression because of my mother’s s*** personality. i hate my toxic and emotionally abusive family. i can’t wait to...

I regret a lot of things but the one thing that I can never forgive myself about is that I don’t have you in my life anymore.
But that doesn’t matter because all I want for you is to be happy in your life even if I’m not in...

Someday someone will-love me.

My God. Why the hell there is still some kind of pain in my a**. I am tired. It looks the whole life will pass like this just dreaming and struggling. Why others get everything in their life so easily and why I struggle everytime. I worked hard and did...

Feel like killing myself.

Anyway I just want to focus on my passion and life. I still believe I am working with the best people I have ever met in my life. When I compare bastards who I met in past, I feel I am at far much better place than before. So not...

Chinese products and Chinese themselves are disease of society. Chinese are advanced form of Islamic extremism. World will be more happier place without both of them. Eradicate Muslims and Chinese off planet earth

I remember how they treated me last time when I asked for a selfie. They got united and ignored me. Now they are more powerful than me…definitely they are going to rise and I will continue to roll down on downward slope. This is the biggest mistake giving more power...

I am ready to leave this planet sooner and sooner with every day that goes by. A miserable, hopeless existence, with my best years spent being abused, beaten and tormented. I have nothing left to look forward to except my last f****** breath. I am useless. My only regret is...

Look I’m not the type to talk and rant but I’ve never felt like killing my self until my parents are so overly protective and strict it seriously kills me. I WISH A HAD A NORMAL LIFE WHERE I WAS NOT TRAPED my parents always make me feel nothing but...

I was having with a guy I was seeing for a few months. We had previously talked about a*** s** and I told him I have never done that and don’t want to.
When we were having s** he tried doing a*** and I told him no and to...

I recently left a job where it seems the majority of people were running around behind may back saying I was gay and god only knows what else. I encountered it a little at face value, but played it off. I didn’t leave *because* of this, but I should have...

My mom is 42 and was 16 when I was born. My mom stayed in France with a family that had a son at her age. He’s my dad.

My mom married my step-dad after I when I was little and they were married for 10 years. I have...