I don’t know what to do >.<
i'm 20, dropped out of college, have no job and it's making me feel so bad. Especially now during this covid it's making me worse everyday worrying about this problem. I'm like 20 and depending on my dad's money instead of actually making money on my own. I feel so s*** and useless. meanwhile everyone else my age probably already working or halfway to finishing their college meanwhile i just do absolutely nothing. i tried to go out and find jobs during this covid season but it ain't working all the vacancies are off and everything closes early i'm just worried and getting more anxious about what's gonna happen to me in the future because of this last month i've cut my wrist because i can't take this feeling of doom. i can't sleep at night. i just want this sense of security. i want to feel secure about my life.