I keep hoping that you’ll call one day and tell me I’m not crazy. That you feel this way too. I keep hoping for the day that you’ll choose me. I know that it will likely never happen but I still keep my heart open to you. I still wait....

You know what I want.

what does it feel like to be truly happy?….

bible literally says if your dad has a good reputation and you ruin it cause he raised you wrong, he can just scrap your life and start over.

y is she not calling me already … she ditched me didn’t she? i thought i’d be able to get into her pants soon. apparently not. now i’m depressed fr

it’s like things aren’t going better for me internally

im ok

im sorta safe

nothing’s out to get me, i won’t be yelled at anymore

i won’t be abused anymore, i’m not there in that house anymore

i’m fine

im fine

im fine

but why don’t i feel fine? i...

He picks the shittiest times to start acting like an a******. WTF

I haven’t hid from you for a year. You treated me like s***. I ignored you because you were only trying to get me to cloak your sins for you—which I refuse to do. You’re an a******, and my life would’ve been better without you ever entering it. I hate...

Mental pain
I can’t release this with pain pills
I get attacked by my brain cells
Telling me to touch myself
Out of nowhere
Get a p*** site
To release the guilt
I’m done
I got to stop before it gets out...

it s**** never being enough for my brown dad. its like no matter what i do and what i achieve he’ll never be proud of me. it makes me want to give up entirely. who am i trying to please? i can’t even please myself anymore because of the fact...

I tried harder than anyone to get my ex to bragging to me about her amazing s** life. So many times I’ve moved forward just for her to pop back up and start all over again. Thanks c***, we’ll see how tough you are when I blow your brains out....

Too much pain too much suffering

i wanna die but i can’t 🙁 umm also i think that my teachers think that im faking my depression (im not) they now about it cuz i was in the hospital because of it

I feel like I’m falling for the same guy again. I’m a 18 Yr old dude and I feel like I can have my way with both boys, and girls. Of course none knows but I feel like that one boy has seen through me… All its all just in...

I was told by someone today “whatever you do from here on, don’t look back at any bowie music or photos stuff” and I am sure to never because I am sick of their abuses. Its had too much air time.

I really want to kill myself. I know how will I do it just don’t know when. I know I´m gonna hurt people that love me. I feel bad but i want them to feel sad and terrible. I love my girlfriend to the grave but I´m scared she doesn´t...

i want to give up so bad. i know i’m good and capable but nobody wants to give me a chance.i’m self-motivated but i still feel sad and lonely. when i can’t work for my dreams. My responseblities is much heavier than my age. i couldn’t get up whenever i...

I wonder how it’d feel to stick a sharp object into my vein.

They finally got my abuser out the house after years of me trying to tell them who he really is. But the damage is so severe it won’t go away instantly. My parents are such psychos that now I have to act healed & happy or they won’t believe he...

I need s** so baaaaaad.

I think of killing myself often.

One of my best friends died of Hiv, Syphilis complications over 2 years ago and today would have been his 47th birthday. He contracted Hiv in 2011 when he fell suddenly very ill. Further tests showed that he had neurosyphilis that was very advanced. They were able to treat the...

be sure to watch the hagmannreport d o t c o m Thats Hagmann with two Ns Up to date info on the coming civil war

I still love you but not in the same way. You completely broke me.

How is it so easy for you to show your f****** face on tv and on the front page of the newspaper? Were you not ashamed of being caught in a f****** affair? It’s about all I can f****** stand to see your a** plastered all over the f****** place!...

i want to behead my mom for being a f****** cheating b**** and i want to beat my dad till he dies for being a F****** ABUSIVE DRUNK P************

currently job hunting. i’m looking for a job as a sub french teacher. i go out everyday to apply in schools near and far. i’m the youngest in a large family and the only one without a stable job. i’m under so much pressure it’s crazy. my family is dysfunctional...

Never EVER trust a b**** with NPD.
They’ll always eventually ruin everything and then leave you holding the bag.

I’m gonna f*** up my life. I dropped out of college and quit my job. I feel as if my life has come to screeching halt that or my life is a cycle and I don’t know how to stop it, change it, or even break it. This feeling is...

dear person who broke my heart,

I still think about you everyday. I just wanted to tell you that I’ve been doing everything you didn’t want me to do. I started drinking and smoking, started wanting to self harm again, the thought of suicide just seem like a normal train...

I dont resent you for what you did, but I wish you would have just told me. I felt the same way you did back then and I still feel that way now. I hate thinking about how happy I could have been with you.

I want to love but I can’t. I watch romance dramas and shows to feel love, but it just makes me want to have it more. When will someone love me enough to put effort into making me fall in love with them?

This isn’t going to make much sense, but i need someone to hear it without worrying about overburdening them. This post is going to mention suicide and depression.

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Getting bad isn’t even begining to explain it. I’m so severely under the water. I am drowning. I don’t even...

I still love my ex, even though I have a new partner

Some people come to your life to destroy you hope, wishes, and dreams. And to disrespect you by degrading your respect.

Stalkers make me feel raped on a daily basis. I will suicide. I can’t stand people anymore. Get out of my phone and personal PRIVATE life assholes.

Oh how I wish I could text you “I love you” I’d still choose you 😢💔

I can’t c** unless I think about how the p*** im listening to is one of the team fortress 2 mercenaries

I don’t condemn anyone, but may tobacco go to hell. Even second hand smoking kills people, KIDS, and the planet! Smoking is worse than pedophilia, collectively.

If you think that second hand smoke is bad (because it KILLS people) just wait until you see what the vaccinations do to children.

As soon as the vaccinations for children start there are going to be heart attacks, organ failure, bleeding and blot clots, blindness, paralysis and death....