I’m gonna f*** up my life. I dropped out of college and quit my job. I feel as if my life has come to screeching halt that or my life is a cycle and I don’t know how to stop it, change it, or even break it. This feeling is paralyzing and no one knows and as soon as I’m ready to open up there is no one there to listen because the only time people care is when it’s too late. I don’t know what’s next for me and this chapter of my life I’m not even sure if there is a next maybe my story was meant to end here maybe I was damned to be just another fake, fucked up lost cause

Sincerely- anait