it's like things aren't going better for me internally im ok im sorta safe nothing's out to get me, i won't be yelled at anymore i won't be abused

a pain

5 years

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it’s like things aren’t going better for me internally

im ok

im sorta safe

nothing’s out to get me, i won’t be yelled at anymore

i won’t be abused anymore, i’m not there in that house anymore

i’m fine

im fine

but why don’t i feel fine? i have food, i can eat, electricity, a dad who’s trying again but it feels like he doesn’t know what he’s doing and sometimes, well, often time, he hurts me emotionally

why did he wait so long to take us out of there? why?

why does he keep gaslighting me? saying the abuse i went through didn’t happen?

New Confession

Once when I was little, my father held me down while my brother the undertaker cut my throat and wrists, they buried me alive. On Halloween night I dug myself out of my own grave and buried my brother alive, after I set my own father on fire. Thats where my love of fire, pain and suffering started.

Demon Kane

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