if u drown out your feelings/ urges your whole life they start to manifest themselves in sad negative destructive ways….

We lost dear Jennifer to suicide a year ago. She was only 23 years old and she became very depressed over the Covid lockdowns and that her boyfriend Byron died in a car crash in California. It makes me sad that so many people want to take their lives.

I am depressed as s*** right now. My life is moving so damn fast, and I dont know if i am ready for it. I am about ready to kill myself rn with how stressed i am. granted, i cant tell people about this s*** becasue I dont want to...

Why do I torture myself like this? 10 mins of happiness just to be a crying broken depressed mess the rest of the week.

I wish you cared about me just a little. I care about you alot. You barely care.

My life was instantly over as soon as she left

I have been on a gluten and dairy free diet for the past 6 months, and all I can say is gluten free pasta s****. It’s definately not as good as the real mac-n-cheese I would lick off your naked body L…lol… Of course I would wash it down with...

My lily skinned dark haired angel

I wish this idiot would go away 🤦 IM AN ASEXUAL GAY TRANSMAN YOU DONT KNOW ME AND I DONT KNOW U DUMBASS

before it was just my dad being caught up in work and always stressed but since my mom got a promotion i feel like no one has time for me anymore. all my friends are away or busy, i can’t talk to anyone without bothering and annoying them. i just...

Things need to get better for me or im done. Not doing this anymore. Its my right not to be here if I dont want to. Itll be a miracle if I dont at least end up in a mental institution by the end of the winter.

“One more ride I can’t explain
Our hesitation
We stop and start again
Repeat the process
We repeat the lie
Time and time again
By and by
This is the last time
I say goodbye
The last time
Then we...

Negging vs. Simping. Both EW. Especially when the toxic a** person uses them in conjunction. Too many damned dysfunctional users in this world who don’t bother to try and better themselves for themselves and the people around them. Every thing that you do has an impact on your mentals. Stop...

Gen Z’s are so annoying. They think it’s cool to be depressed and ill and like 🤢 Billie Eilish zero talent, just sad. Tik tok is for pedos and losers.

She’s so pure and sweet and innocent. Even still. Time hasn’t changed her at all. How could anyone hurt her? Hold her down and force themselves into her body? Watch her cry and shake? F****** evil.

This guy won’t stop texting me s*** like good morning, good night and crap like that. B****, you paid for a date – two actually. And that’s it. I was just being nice and to try and encourage him to book with me again. Not wasting my time being his...

I miss her. I miss my dear so much.

i want to work hard, i really do. i want my old self back. i used to value exams, homework, impressions, but sometime two years ago, everything changed, even myself. i stopped the habits i cherished. if anyone hates covid with a passion, it’s me. i have work to do...

I hate when people idolize others or put them up on a pedestal. It’s so obvious why. They lack certain parts of themselves and think that by worshipping them, the other can’t possibly deny them. It’s pathetic and sad. Also there are people who are plainly put: idiots who can’t...

I’m so sorry so many of you are suffering. I wish there was something I could do to help you.

I know it’s not much consolation but life can change in an instant. Nothing lasts, not even pain.

i feel my life slowly drift away right infront of me while all i can do is stand here watching. everyday i put on this fake smile to get through it. will i ever get past this this is supposed to be my happy time im engaged about to get...

give me some indication you really like me today. please. please. i need this. i need a glimmer of hope

I want her to hold me until I’m not lonely anymore.

I want her to be the first and last person I see every day. I want to kiss her in the rain and cuddle on the couch while we take turns bingewatching each other’s favorite TV shows. I want to kiss her in the rain and hold her hand in...

All I can think about is her. Her soft lips. Her soft skin.

Im never going to amount to anything in my life. My greatest achievement will be covid killing me. Ill never go to college, never get away from my family, never be happy. Ill just die inside these 4 walls coughing all over the sheets.

I know there will come a day when I wont see you anymore. It could happen anytime now. I hope i can take things to the next level with you but I feel its just a fantasy and wont ever happen. I just got to enjoy what I have now...

Here in the early days of 2022 I have come to the extremely painful realization that humanity is a complete waste of time. I truly believe that human beings should be wiped out so that all wildlife can enjoy a future here on earth.

I just want to kiss her lips and run my fingers through her hair. I know I need to leave her alone. She is so innocent and beautiful and pure. I would die to hold her. I’m so fucked up

I miss you. Even miss the silly stuffed animals we used as proxies for kids

I just broke up with my boyfriend. I’m kind of scared about the future.

Narcissists are known to project their narcissism on to their victims. Stop projecting. Narcissists who frequently lie will accuse you of being untrustworthy.
Unreliable narcissists will claim that you are undependable and have let them down.

Narcissists tend to be unaware of such hypocrisies. They accuse in an instant,...

It was the most beautiful and worst night of my life. How could I have done that her? She was so beautiful and looked at me with pure love. I can’t stop reliving it. Being inside of her body. Kissing her neck. The heat of her. Kissing her tears. I...

I hate men, wish I could castrate all of you vile beasts. I’d torture you until you lost your senses and wish I would kill you. Ugly, lustful, pedophiles.

God I miss her. Her long dark hair. Her lily skin. Her full lips. Her scent. The way she felt in my hands. Like porcelain. The way it felt to be inside of her. She was like silk. I hate myself.

I’m gonna destroy you.

That’s a very nice thing to say but she does not love me. I terrify her. I can’t be near her. What I did ended everything. This man talking about his obsessions is probably the same. We are so similar except I never took anger out on her. I couldn’t....

F****** hate you n***** refugee guy who hit my car. hope you get deported and your s***** people are banned from coming to this country.

it’s so weird to be the child of your s***** abuser. i have his hair, his hands, his handwriting, his smile, his demeanor. when my boss called me “cold” for the first time. she had no idea how much that hurt. I’m becoming socially inept like him. and it’s getting...

So much hurt and confusion could have been avoided if you had just been honest with me 3 years ago. You ruined my life. You refuse to make it better. I have no friends. I will ruin your life. I will take everything out on you and you know you...