i think my boyfriend might not actually care about me. lately weve been fighting all the time, it seems like he starts a fight over anything and everything. im constantly walking on egg shells around him and i feel like the only way we dont fight is if i keep my head down and my mouth shut. he rarely tells me he loves me anymore, and only ever shows me affection is when he wants to have s**. its gotten to the point that when were sitting on the couch or laying in bed together or even just standing in the kitchen and he pulls me into his arms i just know hes going to try to initiate s**. it f****** hurts because the only time i get to feel an ounce of love or affection from him is when hes h****. i dont know how to talk to him about any of it, because whenever i try he just shuts down the conversation. i just dont know how to deal with this anymore.
