I thought I was strong. I thought I never cared! But, little did I know you can make me as fragile as a glass! I think of you every minute and every second. Maybe the first break-up is always hard for me it is so painful because it’s you! The pain has become a part of me now. Though it’s been months, I really can’t get over you. This pain s****. It gets worse when I come across your birthday or am reminded of our good and terrible memories together. Are you at least happy after everything? Because I am not! Not even an ounce. The pain is slowly spreading throughout me, every day. Each day s****!! I wanna curse you to the core. I keep telling myself this is not worth it, YOU are not worth it!!!!!!!! But you still keep coming into my system. You weren’t a good person and you will never know it! coz I was so f****** mindful of your feeling that I didn’t have the courage to point out your madness!!! I know that I wasn’t perfect either, but I knew that myself, coz I wasn’t a hypocritic a******** like you! Even after all these, I keep wanting to hear your voice and your comforting words, even after you called me pathetic! You f****** moron I know that myself, that I am a pathetic s*** right now! COz I am one and I wasn’t like this!! I became one but letting you and trusting you in my life. You broke everything and left me with nothing but tons of insecurities. I am never the same. You know what I really wish you go through anything but worse than what I am. If not because of me, you will be because of someone!! You m*********, get the hell out of my life forever!