ill never get the love and friendship i deserve. so why do i continue to live?

Private notes: I am my best example of a broken arti$t.

my sin is I was young girl at school and groomed girls. I regret taking away innocence.

I won’t survive this time. I can’t do it anymore. I am empty.

I don’t like spending time with my step-son. Living with him is so difficult. I hate what he brings out in me.

That was your last chance.

I fear paralysis as much as I fear death which is why I’ve made no attempts on my life.

Man is in love with me, might need to cut it off. Didn’t sign up for such complications.

I cannot stand life’s sinful muck.

I wish I had always been innocent.
I pray to God to take away my sinful life.
I am not Good.

romantic loyal love is extinct

I wish someone was in love with me, flirting with me, sending me gifts, taking me out on a date, kissing me, showing they care, but nobody cares and there has been nobody for me to fall in love with. Where is the love?

Knowing true love is not real and just a good illusion hurts a lot.

….eh. good night

I beat my c*** so hard that it started swelling up

i miss you so bad. i miss cuddling with u and ur cat. i miss spending my birthday at your house. i miss the way you looked at me, and the way you made me feel. i miss you, but i cant tell you that, because im afraid you dont...

i feel like i should stop being friends with someone ive known for a while. our chats are so short and she seems more happier with her other friends. i feel like i keep lying to myself saying i should stay friends with her because i have no one other...

im shutting down. i cant cope with this world anymore. i cant deal with life.

My bf got a room for us this weekend. It was supposed to be fun. He forgot my bathing suit (always at his place) and seeing how much he was beating himself up made me sad. I drove an hour each way to get it. I thought it was all...

I went to my best friends bday picnic. It was just me, her, and her boyfriend most of the time. This was the first time she formally introduced her bc to her friends/friend so I’m glad. But they are such a cute couple, I’m so happy for her they seem...

I fought off my attraction for him for 7 years

This journey started in high school. We flirted and banter and have shared interest. It was a typical high school extravaganza. I think he might’ve like me because he would most of the time mimic me and interact with me...

Vincent eugene martz mercersburg Pennsylvania is a big scum de da lowlife piece of tard human waste

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Vincent martz 5692 little cove rd, mercersburg pa 17236 Someone who knows the family Ao Vincent why do u put stuff on here...

my fiancé is a T1D, and i think about using his insulin to end my own life a lot more than i would like to admit. i’ve never told anyone, but i know how to administer it, considering i’ve been helping him with it for years.
i tend to...

I am a FORMER jizzleaholic, and yeah for my 30th birthday I had all of the 150 partygoers jizzle into a glass graduated cylinder and at the end of the night they gaped my backsnatch and poured it all in (don’t worry I’m on PreP) but Im not about that...

I was hit as a kid, and being 31 it’s annoying how energetic work from home jobs want people to be.

My grandfather passed away about 3 months ago. Long story short, my family and all of the extended family wasn’t allowed at the funeral. All because my aunt wanted to spite everyone for one last time. I’ve never felt such a hurt before in my life. I really don’t know...

sometimes I want to die just to make other people suffer because of how they treated me. sometimes I want to die because of how they treated me. Idk which is worse.

Just thinking how sad I’ve been the last few years. I am gonna be unhappy the rest of my life I think

I asked my girlfriend to tell me the truth,she’s a wonderful girl and very kind toward others,I think it’s my fault into thinking that she’s not enough,I always tried to make her happy but I wont do so,It really hurts when she told me to be better off as just...

I am coming to accept that my husband loves someone else. He won’t admit it, but I can tell. He doesn’t want to leave me and I don’t want to leave him either. Still, it hurts to feel like I have to share him with her. He’s so sweet and...

for a long time i tried s***** stuff with my little sister when i was like six or seven and she was 3 or 4 and i didnt know what i was doing was so wrong and the memories of that still haunts me

I summoned a succubus and she won’t leave me alone.

My heart sinks when I think of you and my stomach drops. Its only been a few days but I miss you. So much loss in life.

Youve rejected me and avoided me literally every other time Ive tried to talk to you since we stopped talking the first time.

I wish my mother was better to me I wish I could get away from this house, this family, this life of mine. I hope one day I can be able to do all the things I want and move on from the things that have happened to me in...

I’m sincerely tired.
My parents work day and night shifts and they recently brought a foreign exchange student to help balance the mortgage, but they are forgetting about me:/.
My mom works day shifts from 7-4, and I get home at four and he gets home at 4:15....

well the b******** poo prego gutzugg! for ugly can stay away from me and my husband cuz he is too good looking for her and I was with him first. so f*** off black gorilla !

FORGET Seattle gasoline prices now at 4.49! LOOK Putin is a bad guy. SEE Putin is attacking poor little helpless Ukraine! Putin bad, ignore gas prices, ignore Joe, ignore Nancy, Putin starting a WAR! America must send troops to “secure” Ukraine.

i miss being in love too

Seattle gasoline prices now at 4.49 regular thanks to Joe and the hoe. Dems now represent the rich