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Last night I got my bf to wear my undies. Lol, we was joking about stuff. He got crazy hor nay and we banged several times. We’re doing this again. Jes

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Only if you knew the truth behind everything.

It’s been 5 or 6 years since we broke up. I loved you so much, but your parents and relatives were my biggest problem at that time. It reached the point where I had to let you go because I didn’t have the strength to fight for you anymore.

If you only knew the words they threw at me. I was scared, but I also wanted to respect them because they are your family. So I made a plan to let you go and get a girlfriend immediately, hoping that you would move on from me and forget about me. After we broke up, you even created new accounts just to talk and communicate with me, even though I had already blocked you.

I know why you thought I cheated on you. Someone told you that I did, but that’s not true. It’s up to you if you believe me or not.

When I said, “Dalawa jowa ko,” that was the time your parents were sending me messages again, so I had to fake it. I had to pretend, even to my friends and your friends, that I had already moved on.

But I really, really loved you.

I know you’re in a relationship now, and I respect that. But do you remember the two times we met again? I know you felt something too, because I did. I really felt something. My feelings came back.

But I don’t want anyone to get hurt, and I don’t want to interfere with your relationship. As much as I want to be selfish, I also want to be mature about it. So I’ll just let things happen naturally until our paths collide again.

I love you.

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5 years

Why did no one wanted to be friend with me. What is wrong with me, its not like I never have any friends but place where I am I now is just filled with self centered and selfish morons and idiots. No matter what I do I always left behind....

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5 years

I want a lover so bad it hurts. Life hurts.

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5 years

BURN DOWN EVERY NURSING CENTER IN THEE UNITEDNATIONS
BURN DOWN EVERY NURSING CENTER IN THEE UNITEDNATIONS
BURN DOWN EVERY NURSING CENTER IN THEE UNITEDNATIONS BURN DOWN EVERY NURSING CENTER IN THEE UNITEDNATIONS BURN DOWN EVERY NURSING CENTER IN THEE UNITEDNATIONS BURN DOWN EVERY NURSING CENTER IN THEE UNITEDNATIONS...

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5 years

There’s just nowhere to put my rage.

Keep a straight face. Don’t let others know. Accept being pushed aside, forgotten. Broken Spirit. Anger. Nothing I can do.

Keep a straight face.

Keep a straight face.

Keep a straight face.

Don’t let it show.

F***.

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a pain
5 years

These two mf’ers. They are so similar and the masks confused everything. I have no idea how to get out of this.

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a pain
5 years

I wish I had the courage to leave you earlier instead of dragging it out for two extra years. Oh well, I cannot undo the past and sometimes these experiences are key for learning about what I really value and what I can tolerate

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a pain
5 years

I just want a hug. I need one. I crave one from someone that actually cares for me. I think I would cry if someone gave me one.

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a pain
5 years

I been used for my body since I was 14. Had family problems , etc. i am now 16 and hurting more then I ever have. I honestly don’t wanna be here anymore.

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a pain
5 years

I hope I can be happy someday but I know it wont and cant happen. You learn to accept things from a young age and ive learned to live with sadness. Im so dead inside now I want to cry so bad but nothing even comes out anymore. Living makes...

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a pain
5 years

Just found out today that movers stole $38K in gold coins from me in my last move. Beyond furious. Cash value was important, but had received these from my now deceased grand-father over a number of years. I hope they burn in hell. I’ll gladly supply the gasoline if helpful!

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5 years

True lasting love. Ill never have that. So many people have it and im so jealous. They make it look so effortlessly. My heart breaks every night from extreme loneliness and lack of any intimacy in my pathetic life.

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a pain
5 years

(content warning, s***** assault.) i was s******* assaulted by this guy that was behind me while getting off the school bus. the two guys behind him called him disgusting, at first i thought he accidentally touched my a**. by the way, a year ago i realized i was assaulted. the...

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a pain
5 years

It would break your heart, if you knew me well…..

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a pain
5 years

I don’t understand why she had to die. If God was so merciful, why did he take her?

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a pain
5 years

Husband and I have been trying for a baby for over 2 years now no luck…. we’ve tried everything and I feel so useless because my body can’t do something as normal as conceive, my sister in law knows our struggle and likes to hang it over our heads now...

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a pain
5 years

Kuja, do you hear me? I’m coming to get you.” (Zidane)
“You still have time… Forget about me and go.”
“Just shut up and stay where you are!” (Zidane)
“… I don’t understand you… What are you doing here? I thought I told you to go…”
...

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a pain
5 years

Today I hit “stop” on the text messages I’ve been receiving for the past three years of Benny’s Brews. I signed up for those when we went to the Beerfest at Montage Mountain when we had just started dating. Every Tuesday those texts have dinged my phone and I would...

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a pain
5 years

“Lost in darkest blue
Endless labyrinths weaving though
Will you stagger on,
With no star to light your way?
Share with me your tears
All your troubles and deepest fears
I remember when
You chased all my shadows away
Won’t you take...

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a pain
5 years

I hate. That’s it. I hate everything; God, living, humanity, existence. I just don’t want to exist.

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a pain
5 years

Today i cried for the people of Ukraine. Why is Putin doing this? This whole thing isnt going too end well. we will all probably burn in nuclear fire.all it takes is for putin too wake up on the wrong side of the bed.

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a pain
5 years

All the men i couldve had and didnt. I feel so lonely, heartbroken, and regretful so much it hurts.

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a pain
5 years

You never miss me. You just lying.

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a pain
5 years

Do you wake up in the middle of your sleep missing me?

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5 years

It deeply upsets me that there are f****** PEDOPHILES with wives and girlfriends, yet I’M condemned to spend my life single just for being 5’3 and ugly.

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a pain
5 years

Sometimes, the best time of my day at the office is when I go to the restroom and hide there for a long time.
I enjoy the feeling of safety there.
Problem is : I’m the CEO of the company.

338 Views
a pain
5 years

I have cheated on so many exsams, and likely will continue.

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a pain
5 years

I wished to be loved but I dont even know if you ever think of me

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a pain
5 years

Not a week goes by that I don’t think about killing myself.

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a pain
5 years

Feel like cutting my vein(s).

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5 years

I want a hug from someone.

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a pain
5 years

I hoard food and meds . I have for years . about 4-6 years now . I keep old old meds . I hoard food . I have been paranoid . I wish I felt safe , but I don’t . I feel Im prepared for war …for a few...

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a pain
5 years

I got to stop getting my hopes up that im going to be happy. Its not going to happen for me.

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a pain
5 years

she is no more

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a pain
5 years

I feel so f****** dead all the time, things that used to make me happy feels so.. sad to me to now :// I dont wanna say Im sad to the people around me cuz theres not much you can do about it. I wish I could go back to...

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a pain
5 years

Reply To: I Miss you so damn much. I really wanted to talk to you but dont want to intervene. I wish you could talk to me

Put your ego aside and talk to that person. This is the advice.

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a pain
5 years

I Miss you so damn much. I really wanted to talk to you but dont want to intervene. I wish you could talk to me

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a pain
5 years

I finally caved to all the pressure and my humanity got the best of me. Theres no peace in my world. Constant problems every day. And i m so f****** sick and tired of them nonstop i m about to lose my f****** mind…..Aaaaarrrrrrggggghhhh

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5 years

I was so sure about you, but now I am confused. I don’t understand myself. I can’t tell you to be happy and find someone else and etc etc etc, because that person was supposed to be me. I won’t be doing myself justice. But then again since you felt...

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a pain
5 years

Miss you ex-wife. I know it’ll never work, but I miss you.

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a pain
5 years

her name is destiny. we were best friends for years. but i was completely and underly in love with her but i never told her because i didn’t wanna ruin our friendship. but i didn’t anyways, she started hanging out with other people and i got so jealous it drove...

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