i had an online friend a while back. i liked him, but he acted like a stalker. he was trying to find my address even though i told him it makes me uncomfortable. eventually i told somebody and we dont really talk now. a part of me still likes him...

My dad has Duodenal cancer and I’m so scared of what’s going to happen with him. I’m a freshmen and I’m taking this so hard and I now I want to do a ton with him but I don’t want it to seem weird now. He is in so much...

i cant keep feeling the way i felt this morning. Awful, my brain attacking itself, full of regrets, doubts, depression. Im in a dark dark place and the early hours seem to make things much worse.

my ex broke up with me two years ago and i thought i was over him months ago but yesterday i had a dream we got back together and since then i cant stop thinking about him and and realised how much i miss him and how no other guy...

The Judge’s List by John Grisham – a grudge holder’s dream.

With tomorrow being Monday, I’m starting to feel numb again & feel like slashing my wrists.

its 9:15am. last night i bled through my tampon 4 times. since 6am my f****** upstairs neighbour has been (i swear to f****** god) just walking back and fourth in their hallway. today f****** s****.

My boyfriend and I both have a genetic blood disorder that means we can’t have children together (but can with others who don’t share the disorder). We would not be having any children for a long while, but I don’t know if we should stay together. I love him but...

I promised myself five years ago that if I didn’t get my act together by the time I turned 30 that I would commit suicide. It felt like last year I was doing pretty well and things were looking up, but now that it’s all crashing down around me I’m...

ive lived most of my life lonely, depressed, and longing. i dont want to live the rest feeling this way.

I want to kill myself I want to kill myself I don’t want to be alive anymore I want to die please kill me please kill me I want to be shot to death I want to be stabbed to death I want to get hit by a car I...

Did you tell this person that you were pining for them all day every day? It doesn’t really sound like you can let them go. Close your eyes. Imagine going about your day and not having any contact with them, but when you think about them, how do you feel?...

I have been with you for 14 years and all of my dreams have been compromised for yours. My last spoken wish, a child, has also been denied. You’re a good person, but I no longer want to be with you. I want more.

Im gonna have to back off again so I dont get my hopes up and spiral. This month is gonna be hell for me, not heaven. The sooner I come to terms with that, the better. I need to be more careful. She knows how I feel. All im doing...

I shouldve talked to u tonight. Why didnt I approach you? Instead I stared at you and walked away. This night sucked. F****** regrets, I hate them.

having to come to terms with the fact that my gym grade is going to tank my gpa is something that i don’t know i can handle right now

I am so unfufilled in every area of my life. Its literally become painful to me. Im hurting so much deeply inside and out almost all the time.

SH TW!! cutting myself doesn’t feel like enough i want to whip myself and tear my skin off

I have developed a parasocial relationship with a famous athlete who actually seem be a p************.

I don’t want to wake up in the morning and every time I do just makes me wanna cry. I just want this feelings to stop

I went to walgreens to get hiv meds too!

im going through a depressive state And my family doesnt even know or care. i cant let them see me this way. im sad cause i miss my mom and other relatives that passed. a bunch of pain and resentment towards my father for leaving us and said mother at...

I married to Muslim guy. My family never agree with me. My mom asked me to leave on my rock bottom time whether to choose him or family and never contact the family.

So you blocked me why?? Because you s******* assaulted me? Because you constantly pushed my boundaries? Because you are a lying cheater? I didn’t mean to call your diaper a** so if that’s why you can s*** an a**. You are disgusting. You have to live with yourself you pig....

dear hobby hubby , please buy me a new big house and lots of new pretty clothes and a surrogate to have our baby.

After being with my ex for nine years and leaving him. Meeting you was a breath of fresh air. I felt good for once, wanted. I miss talking to you. I just want to pick up my phone all the time and shoot you a message or something. We haven’t...

I miss you, Kristine.

I hate my boyfriend. He only ever thinks of himself and treats me like a maid. But i’m too afraid to break it off because he’ll threaten to kill himself if I do. and Im afraid of feeling alone. All my friends want me to break up with him but...

Ive wasted so much of my life. I dont want to blow any more opportunities. Right now im wasting this friday night when theres 100 things I need to do or could do.

Why can’t you f****** love me like I love you?

I always get my hopes up that something is going to happen and nothing ever does, I’m tired of this feeling. Because I know there is nothing stopping you from talking to me and still you won’t. I’m not messaging you just to be shot down and humiliated like countless...

so stay away from doctor I like then. ya wiil won’t ya! or else.

THE FEELING IS MUTUAL!!!! BLOCKED!

Captain’s Log, April 1, 2022

Men are being less and less important as the days go by. I used to lift weights, and nobody cared, and it was all right. Now, if I lift weights, I am called an oppressor.

I just want to eat food and exercise and...

I expect nothing from you at this point because it’s the only way I’ve found to avoid disappointment, heartache, and anger when dealing with you.. see…You’ve always been timid and stuck in your ways, afraid of taking up space or hurting people’s feelings, even at the cost of your own...

im going totake this secret to my grave sadly….

im really sorry for hanging around the wrong type of people and having to change who I am to fit in. To anyone reading this right now, please be yourself, don’t change yourself for the world, make the world change for you <3

my friends said they would invite me next time they would hang out. they didn’t invite me

After 3 years of dealing with my husband’s coworker who he admits has feelings for him, I finally say yesterday that I don’t like her. The next day he says she wants us to watch her dog, that though I find her annoying, we should do it because she’s the...

In laws have to be the most annoying f****** creatures on the planet….next to one’s own parents. Ugggghhh