I expect nothing from you at this point because it’s the only way I’ve found to avoid disappointment, heartache, and anger when dealing with you.. see…You’ve always been timid and stuck in your ways, afraid of taking up space or hurting people’s feelings, even at the cost of your own happiness. It was wrong of me to ever expect you to be passionate and true to yourself at any cost. That sort of free spirit was clawed out of you years ago. I’m sorry. I love you. Goodbye. Hopefully I’ll be here for you if and when you realize you don’t owe him anything, but if you’re not coming back, I need to stitch my chest back up and try to ignore the scar tissue left you left behind. I just have to accept that you’re incapable of loving me the way I need. Farewell. -cj