I’m losing myself, my beauty since I’m getting older (39)
I’m secretly drinking…all the time.
I have friends I’ve known for two years almost and they don’t know but they’ve never seen me sober.
I know the path I’m headed down will only bring me more strife...

i’m slowly losing my battle with mental illness, and i don’t know how to tell anyone.

years ago i made a wish upon the star.
but i shouldn’t have made this wish.
which was for you to reciprocate to my feelings.

after which you really did reciprocated to my feelings.
it was so strong, that it was out of this world.

how can...

I cant make you love me…….

i know the end is coming. everything is falling apart. My life, mind, body, house, my relationships with people. rock bottom is rock bottom.

i fell broken inside, its hard to keep up thing going all i love is no more there i dont know where to start these last weeks i fell crush by my fears. I dont wanto to be better but i need to stand up to breath. its like u...

every night i tell my family that i love them and goodnight. i’ve noticed i’m always the one to initiate it and it’s making me not want to do it anymore

i didnt think crushing on someone would hurt this f****** bad.

another night. no progress. nothing. its too late for us. Im dead inside.

Some people grow up slower than others (aka self awareness) especially when they s*** out kids so early when they are basically children themselves. Sorry, not sorry, if you have kids before you are 30, you are a f****** idiot.

I am super happily married now, yet I still find myself ruminating about an abusive ex who I have nothing to do with any more and haven’t seen for years. How do I truly forget about what happened to me in the past?

going through the pain of being abandoned over and over again … lol. not everyone understands this kind of pain.

happy underage is BipolarDisorder life isn’t, that. ManicPyschosis.

I hate when Tabloids say Fans. Fans don’t tell u ‘Delete this’

‘3rd key Manager’, that’s so unattractive u have a job’ working isn’t possible inrl ur too weak

‘just don’t show me’ but there’s no clothes under & they ok w that. I***** living rooms, just clothes over still together

Im the therapist friend. And I don’t hate it. I truly love my friends and I’ll do anything for them. But comforting them on a bad day sitting in my bedsheets that are splattered in blood after an episode of terrible mood and self-harm urges really s***. It’s like my...

Illegal ‘im gonna use momi’s milk 2 bust ur door down’ as an Illegal

‘take a step back & everyone stop billing each other’ they won’t be Legal

I’ve been hurt all my life. By family, by exes, by friends. I thought my best-est friends would never hurt me, I was stupid to think that. I’m so stupid.

I’ve always been by her side yet I can’t bring myself to stop having these needless feelings towards her. As her closest friend, it hurts every time when she talks about loving another person.

I can’t help but have thoughts, “You should look at me instead.” or “I want to...

who let age 13 no English speak into USA from Iran round 2006. HesamAsghari I know how 2 stay clean & thin but I’m Poor.

it ridded depression they used have Pizza downstairs after “pulling 1 on someone” life was brighter after

I f****** hate you f****** bastards. You fuckers ruined my life. Every day I try to do something, but life is constantly held down by remembered all the times you’ve mistreated me. F*** you.

“we Know, you don’t come out til Wednesday”

I really really want to kill myself. I can’t take this s*** anymore….

Kai you f****** idiot. He’s going to r*** you. If he doesn’t r*** you he’s going to f*** you over mentally. HE ISN’T ‘SWEET’. HE IS A R*****

says name to intro each* vlog Y Brawadis in Chargers Dress thing

i cant keep doing this with you. I really want to but I know I cant do this anymore. There is no future.

I’m stuck in the same program as my ex and I have to see him almost everyday.

the unfufillment, emptiness, is eating away at me this year. Its effecting me mentally to the point where I am struggling to function. This summer i was honest with myself about unhappy ive really been the last 3 years. The hard part is sucessfully doing something about it.

I need to find a good therapist that can help me to become less toxic so that I can have real relationships with the people that I would actually want relationships with. Not these f****** idiots who don’t know the right from their left. Who can’t f****** think for themselves...

don’t know what a baby meant yet bc from ground up doesn’t make sense how u get 1

‘where we live in TN u don’t say words like Marmoset it meant u were Gay’

My lazy dad makes me do most of the chores.

Ive never lived with my mom and my dad has done everything he could to not work a job. He was always unemployeed and just scraping by on his dead parents money and government founds. When it came to me,...

‘& they wore Walmart & smelled’

‘make her dinner & stop watching tv’

life is an enormous f****** drag and I dont want to live it anymore.

‘He is based’ Real Christian Women know.

I’m small, like 4’11 roughly 100lbs small.

It’s after hours, no cameras or people around except one. Guy corners me in the barn locker room with his arms on both walls on either side of me(so I’m literally cornered) and just says ‘I’m gonna throw you on the ground...