Dammit L, I love you so much. I wish you weren’t going out with this stupid girl who you don’t even care about. She’s just a petty, controlling, obsessive little girl who, like every other pick-me girl, wants to go out with. I’m right here L. I don’t want you to go and fake a relationship when I’m right here. I love you. Why can’t you see that? All the things I told you at camp, I’ve never told anyone else the full story… but you. You didn’t care that I was broken, and tired, and into you. You just loved me. I want that 24/7. I know you don’t love me the way I do you. You probably never will. But I will always be by your side, to protect, cry to, scream at, rant, think out loud, and love…
I don’t want to lose you. I’ve already lost someone before. I don’t want to again. I love you, Luke. For real.