Hello for u good morning/afternoon/ evening am an honor student since grade 1 until know well being prussre by my family and other. i just fell now that i am relly usless. i want to kill my self of suiside but i always remember that i will only have 1 life no less no more that was my motivation to go on in my life. today my mother is angry that i talk to a friends in messenger. i know it was my fault that i didnt listen to her i know that she only want a best for my life. but after she got angry i suddenly have a breacck down and deprresion hit me. i got suisidal though i even hold the knife. thank you for lisening to me . english was not my language so sorry. wish me luck if i will chose to die or my life will go on. Dont blame my mom if you will because it was me who was wrong i chose my self and go to my escape but forgeting that i was still in the reality. i hope non of you will be like me. choose what you want and stay healty. Once again thank you very much good luck to me and you. Lets fight until we can