I have changed my mind. I am going no contact on my parents.
I was just playing with my friend, who I’ve grown very comfortable with and we tend to make somewhat s***** jokes, even though it’s nothing big, just mostly immature stuff and like kinda making fun of how other people actually mean those things iykwim. Because of the age groups I thought it’d be fine, since there’d be no small children around, but was called out on our behaviour being weird, which I admit, to outsiders does seem that way, reasonably so. I just didn’t really take it into consideration, that it could/would make others uncomfortable and feel awful about having done so, I didn’t intend or mean to. I wish I could apologize to the people but I’ve already left quite a while ago out of shame, but I still feel very guilty for having put them in that situation I definitely will take it into consideration in the future and stop making such jokes on public servers/public chat but I just feel awful about it honestly
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Ryan you stupid f***** Italian dweeb. eat s***
I dont see how you can act like a self-reliant Confederate when you can’t hold a job and you still live with your parents at age 50. Bliss is not firepower, shitbag
i want you to show interest in me tomorrow. please im begging u. give me a sign. its been far too long. i cant keep the hope alive much longer.
Time goes but I am afraid of life after high school. At this point I am digging my own grave with decision i take in the present. I wish my mom would comfort me. I wish she did.
I know for a fact I’ll kill myself the second my mom dies
I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.
And I don’t know why people are so mean. I do. they’re people. people are terrible. selfish, hateful, ready to jump into the first mob that makes them feel righteous.
I wish I did not exist....
SLURPING GAY ROBOT D*** FOR GREASY WHITE JISM JUICE MMMM JISM DOES A BODY GOOD
Bad person A: Hmmm let’s give the kids and their neighborhood friends some meth.
Bad person B: yeah maybe it will give them energy to clean the house for us.
kids: I’m hungry, do you have any cereal?
Bad people A & B: no but here’s some meth it...
tired of it ALL
Feeling a lot like Emily from corpse bride rn.
Slowly but surely my suicidal thoughts are getting worse and I’m getting better at hiding them. I want to disappear and it feels like there’s no one who’ll listen if I say anything about it
i could f****** use some love right now
You basically gave me exactly what I get at home and that’s why everything here is dead lol.
i have an abusive sibling lmao, thought it wouldnt f*** me up but im ending up doing the same thing my sister did to me to my mum.
no one knows i’m planning on taking my own life
another best friend ditched me for her stupid abusive bf. who do you turn to when your relationship is in trouble? is that how you treat a friend?
Oh, how I wish I never did something to offend you that I solely regret to this day.
i do have feelings, but they’re all so numb and dull. and i’ve learned to be okay with that and see it as a part of me (which it is.) but i got a chance at true happiness, the ability to be happy each day without any reason, and it...
i hate feeling like a void.
I really hate my parents for making me feel so bad. Which in turn makes me not confident in facing reality.
my ex conditioned me into thinking that im selfish, so now any time im having a bad day or about to have a breakdown, i never speak up because i dont want people to think that im some sort of narcissistic attention-seeker. i know that not true, but it feels...
Need prayers
My older brothers used to have s** with their girlfriend in front of me when I was a kid. I’m a woman an I was raped by a girl. I’m doing psychoanalysis and discovered that these things have fucked me up even thought I thought they did not. I hate...
don’t understand why no one in my family can respond to me and act like i exist but whatever, i guess i will just brood in an omnipresent feeling of Go F*** Yourself for my loved ones
What is even the point of living? If there is a god why did he put me here?
I feel dead inside.
The truth is I felt like this for years.
I don’t want to be in this world anymore, it’s a prison, it’s hell.
I don’t belong here.
I never did.
I need to die…
My dad molested me from the ages of 6-11 and i still struggle with the aftermath of everything that’s happened
Estoy harto, estoy cansado de todo. Me he falsamente convencido que es pasajero, como todos siempre dicen, pero no recuerdo no haberme sentido de esta forma. Siempre ha sido así, siempre. Parecería una exageración, pero es verdad. En algún punto de la niñez simplemente dejé de sentir que las...
don’t buy from Fruugo they are unreliable, and you can’t contact their staff if a order gets lost.
Biff Henderson r*** my German shepherd ☹
I’m so f****** sad. As a child, my family life was very troubled and full of neglect and verbal, emotional and physical abuse. I’ve found myself in patterns of abusive relationships and it’s extremely hard to get out of. I have no friends, no family and no support. I have...
I’m the best only Suffering because of crazy people they ignored to read the passion in me their brains were not active at that moment
I am what I am
Nor I am dependent on you to be what I am
i tried to give my ex friend another chance but honestly they’re just as stupid, unaware, and selfish as they were last time we lived together. they are reactionary and violent. it’s too bad. i hope they learn from their b*******, but it seems like no matter how many bridges...
I went on a date yesterday. Not with a person but a Ring because the girl I was going to give the ring to broke up with me before I could ask her. I was distraught but I had also been planning this for so long that I went to...
My f****** needs are not being met this year. not even close. and it will be the death of me. I will not make it to 35.
i just want a man to fall in love with me. Everyday im unhappy and lonely.
Why does daddys special finger hurt my b** b**? ☹
You owe me so much. Every f****** payday I have to do the household bills knowing you will lay around while I take care of making sure you never work. I can’t stand you sometimes and the worst of it is YOU ARE MY F****** EX. There is no f******...
Kmart is selling Downs syndrome dolls. What’s next? Trans dolls?
i hate myself, i think i am just a terrible person, but yet people constantly tell me how nice i am how they feel so comfortable around me, and yet i take meds to feel okay and lie, i honestly dont understand how anybody likes me or feel comfortable share...
you probably didnt even care about me, but i do care about you as much as i dont wanna admit it.