Someone needs to hurt Betty Allerding
I have a secret. I love a Shaolin warrior monk, but he’s not a monk anymore. I keep my feelings hidden, but my love for him grows stronger every day. I don’t want to tell him, so I keep it to myself. Then, he changed his path and became an actor. I had no idea he was acting. I was shocked to see him online with so many followers and fans. It feels like he’s above me now, and all I can do is cry. I can’t reach him because he’s so popular. I love him deeply. I get jealous when other women tell him they love him. I feel hopeless because he has so many fans. If he knew how I felt, he would probably just see me as another fan.
I still love him and hide my feelings. There are good days and bad days, and I often cry. When I feel jealous or see another woman flirting with him, I cry a lot. It hurts so much that I feel like I’m losing my mind, but I’ve held on for years. I cry every year. I feel okay sometimes, but when I get hurt again, the tears come back. It’s like I could cry blood. One woman even told him she ‘longs’ for him. I cried again. It’s overwhelming how many women love him. I think the women in his circle are rich and beautiful.I did nothing but hide because if he knew I love him, he would likely see me as just a fan.
Back then, when he was a Shaolin warrior monk, I was struggling with my feelings. I dreamed of him leaving his monk life to marry me. I wanted to be his girlfriend and then his wife. I had these dreams, but I knew they were impossible. My mind was fighting my heart, telling me it wasn’t allowed. Later, when he became an actor, I thought maybe he would go back to being a monk so no woman would pursue him. I let him go to a woman I knew was close to him. I felt jealous because I had nothing to offer, but she had what he needed. I gave him to her. Still, I tried to be selfless. I knew I was losing to her, but deep down, I wished he was mine. I really love him, but there’s nothing I can do.
Now, he doesn’t know how much I love him. I love him so much. I just keep looking at his social media. I also check the account of the girl who likes him and is now his friend, I think.
I lose. I really lose. If only… if only he were mine. Just mine. My heart is calling out for him. I love him so much. So much.
Sad that most Pride fest are over. Traveling to a few cities next month for late celebrations. And will honk a few ding a lings while there.
You’re so beautiful, feels like I’m in a DREAM , now I’m gonna fucken beat you
Chris brown aka BEATS
S***. That feeling when someone discovers you’ve been lying to them about something really big. That’s what happened to me today. Well s***, I hate myself. It was shocking/scary at first when they exposed my lie, but now I feel guilt and sadness, but should I? To be honest, if...
I need some people to hear me out and comment some things to help me out a little bit… so there’s this girl that I’m dating over discord and she’s hot as f***. We’re both 18 and so I accidentally sent her a pic of my last bf (I’m a...
is ben shapiro on adderall? etc
i have social anxiety and promised my friends to come support them in their game but didn’t wanna leave the house so now im faking sick and I feel terrible
I recently made a fake insta account in which the user was a close friend of mine. I used this account to harass my friends for comedic effect. I think they found out and are just ignoring the matter, including me or just not sure . I’ve been trying my...
After 20 years of existence, I only realized now that Yiruma is not Japanese, but Korean. OMFG!
God forgive me for stealing power from the city of detroit so that I avoid a bill. Forgive me for stealing and lying on job applications to get jobs and not quitting the job during the process. Forgive me for lying on applications for food stamps and shelter and housing....
I said I had to go because I had work to do. Really I just didn’t want to spend the whole weekend with people who don’t speak English.
I lied to my ex husband… I told him his new girlfriend called and harassed me…. and that I have been keeping it a secret. He was visibly upset. I did it to get back at him to hurt him. I’m lonely and miserable and I want him to be...
Why didnt you tell me about her? Why didnt you tell her about me? It feels like one of us is your secret and I dont want to be either. I feel hurt that I could come up in conversation with all these random people but not once with her....
I lied to my mum that I was in a club when I was actually seeing a friend. She found out and I feel so bad, I genuinely wish she had a better daughter than me.
why do people need a drug for everything these days? etc
I’m never mean.
That I’m Happy
I never lie on anonymous websites What’s the fun in that?
I once tried to get onto a p*** game site while I’m still 13. At the time I was stupid and insanely h****. Now someone emailed me and asked for my location. I’m terrified some s*** is gonna break in and kidnap me and r*** me. I’m such a f******...
Sure. Everyone I know is stupid. They’re also ugly, smell terrible, wander the streets at all hours frightening children. I hate them. Dogs make me angry. My garage is full of rancid trash. All of this is untrue but I wanted to make you happy even though you’re probably ugly...
why do bad people get away with things etc
so me and my friend made an instagram account and pretended to be a 14 year old hot and popular girl. i had a huge crush on a guy in my class for 4 years and wanted to catfish him. so we did and we started online dating. we ended...
I finally got married
M49 loving it when M12 thinks it’s fun to lie and stir up s##t in old incels. Lame loser.
It is a lie that karma doesn’t exist. It does exist. It’ll get you. Beware. Be good. Do good.
do zombies adapt r they smart etc figure out things or just senses etc
she does not have a strong s***** aurora etc
I’m ok.
narcissist names etc
why do negative people talk to me etc
i cheated for my exam and the national exam is coming up in a few. i will try my best in my exam today and i will try not to cheat
is the average person stupid etc?
Bear false witness twice
I asked a girl out and she rejected me, but I was stupid to ever think she’d say yes since we barely talked. But I thought since we knew each other from a young age it’d be different. I’m sorry ❤️
where did all this anger come from etc
I know my husband loves me so much that I like getting on my knees various times during the day just to see if he wants me to s*** his c***. In the bedroom, the bathroom, the kitchen, the living room, the porch.
i am a high school student i just passed my metric exams and i scored a high score in that after that i opted my subjects to be physics mathematics and chemistry unlike other students i did self study and i gave all of my half yearly exams but today...
I am a MUSLIM manager of a community in Las Vegas Nv, way to many Christians live here and im trying to replace them with the true believers of Islam. I have hidden my faith so as not to draw hate to myself until now. Its time to confess! Join...
Feewings are genders lol
I don’t want you back, you’re broken. They should’ve fixed you before entering here.
i remmeber this handicap kid back when i was 13 year old he was in a wheelchair i always tried to make him laugh etc
Wish you both the best, she’s clearly all you ever wanted. I hope you’re happy.
this ugly woman is growing on me becoming more attractive for some reason
