I smile and act all happy and I want to be happy but no matter how things go I really really just want to die. The only reason I haven’t is because of my grandparents.

I loved this girl soo much. We were togeather since childhood for 3 years. She was my life and loved me a lot. But I made her go because I was afraid that if we couldn’t get married she would get a lot hurt so its good to let her...

I don’t understand what’s happening, I am a 13 year old girl and last week I felt s***** desires for the first time. It was so weird and I feel gross for ever feeling that. Thinking about it now, I don’t feel like that at all. I know that there...

Sometimes I feel like I love you more than myself. There isn’t anything in this world I wouldn’t do for you, but sometimes I feel like I’m too good for you. I deserve so much better and I know that, yet I stay with you because I’ll never love anyone...

I acted very rude towrads a student organization from my university, after I’ve seen an online comment about it. I don’t dislike it or their members or anything, but I was feeling angry for other reasons and in an impulse I ended up orientating my anger and frustation on them...

I dropped my pizza and it got lemonade on it. It tasted horrible and I didn’t eat a sing bite of it. I threw it away, a whole piece of pizza gone just like that.

there is a monster inside me. i’ve had it for as long as i can remember and it waits in the back of my mind like some steel trap, just waiting for the day i lose control. the day i snap. on the outside i’m the most regular person you’ll...

I am gay and all my friends had already been in a s***** encounter and I got jealous and wanted one myself. I downloaded grindr and ended up meeting with somebody. I was 16, he was 49. I felt so s*** but i just wanted to try it and so...

I am a cheater!
I keep cheating on me over and over.
I try to get things done, but I cannot concentrate in doing a good job. So I cheat.
I am not proud of it but I feel like I cannot change it.
I need...

I’m becoming more s******* attracted to a friend I’m worried it will affect the friendship if I openly tell her

I have two girlfriends both of who are unaware that I’m cheating on them. I never used any of them for s***** pleasure, it’s just that I get attracted to people who are messed up, and I try to get closer to them to become they can love to try...

I am 16 and I can’t take it. My life is falling apart. I can’t do anything right. I s*** at everything. Everyone has gotten ahead of me. I fail at school, all my friends ditched me and my sister treats me awfully. I already gave up, but still cannot...

there’s one time when i’m at my brother place, one of his wife’s siblings come, a woman named Anne, i remembered she was my senior back in highschool.
i don’t know what is wrong with me but my “perv side” is take control over my brain.
i’m started...

I was molested as a child,by both my older cousins at different times in my life . It was bad but for some reason I lied at made it sound worse then it was my story became more and more graphic . and when I say that I mean on...

I’m 15 years old. I met a 26 year old online and he lives no more than a few hours away. We have made plans to meet up and have s**. I’m only doing it because life is boring and I want some kind of excitement before I kill myself....

I saw an actual h***** standing on the corner in a seedy area of town today, 2018, and I thought to myself how bad would it be to pay that attractive Asian lady to give me a f******?

when i was around 12 or so, i scammed a dyslexic chick on runescape for 102M gold. All i did was ask to hold it then i teleported my a** to fally, it was fantastic.

I’ve been dating this guy for almost a year, we both care for each other and s***. But before I hated him, so fuckinf much. My friends thought he was weird since he tried talking to me all the time, not to mention he would hug me goodbye after school....

I met a French foreign exchange student on a train from Chicago to California in 2006. He was 16 and I was 17. Oh, how romantic he was. Kissing my hands goodnight. I wish I could scream back in time and say,”Don’t be a prude! Have s** with him!” He...

(true story) I sneaked into my aunts room and fingered her.

I have a big family and have lived with several aunts and cousins throughout my childhood. Having a big family and being relatively poor meant sharing beds with cousins and aunts. I have been especially obsessed with one...

I secretly judge other people’s eating habits.

I cheated on my ex-boyfriend who helped me through my post-suicide phase, since the day I left those hospital doors. Nearly a year later, even if I have a job I love to bits and a boyfriend who loves me to bits, I keep thinking about how I can admit...

I do nothing but ruin other people’s lives, and then feel nothing when I see them suffer. It’s sad that I’m just now realizing the harm I cause others, and I think I’m just going to wall myself off from everyone. Best to stop my behavior then let it continue....

Sometimes I wish the cancer took me at 21

For years I’ve told people that I enjoy being single and it’s been the truth. Today I realized that I think I really want to share my life with someone. I feel like such a hypocrite.

Sometimes I post on this site when I’m really h****. I’ve been doing it for a few years now. Sometimes I like to try to find my old posts and read the replies. Half of them are people who act totally chill about my post and the other half tell...

I hate you.
I love you.
I don’t care.

And yet I think about you everyday and the lies you told. And I dream about you. And the dreams are so vivid so real I feel I’ll wake up and be next to you. And I hate myself....

My stepbrother made me mad so while he slept I jacked off with lotion, nutted in my hand, then rubbed it on his face. He still doesn’t know it happened.

I have effectively just ruined the best friendship I’ve ever had

Im sexting my employee and im engaged and he is much older and married with a kid with disabilities. Our s** life s**** and we are both addics.

Long story short, I lied about being raped. The guy I lied about was released from jail today and I was there to apologize. We hugged, on the ground outside the jail, for what seemed like an hour. How could he be so forgiving to me? We were both in...

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i quite often queue as a tank when i’m actually a DPS, healers forgive me

As a foster child, I was molested by one of my foster fathers. His wife walked in on him in the act of r***** me. Her response was to pack up their children and leave. She left me and my sister there with him. He was free to do with...

I wish I could shake the walls from a bad relationship from years ago. It was the most negative thing I have ever been a part of and a lesson I wish I never had to learn, I didn’t need it, but years later it’s causing me to (I don’t...

I’m so alone and afraid of rejection that I’ve begun to become infatuated with my school teachers as they’re the only females in my life. It’s stupid and I know the reasons for it but I can’t stop the feels.

I always say how I hate people who compare their depression with others, that everyone experience it in their way. BUT I F****** HATE PEOPLE WHO RAN AWAY FROM THEIR RESPONSIBILITY/PROJECT/JOB BECAUSE THEY ARE HAVING DEPRESSIVE EPISODE. F*** you when I am on my lowest point you all were nowhere...

I’m ashamed of myself for being gay 🙁

What makes it worse is that I’m 21, I’m on social security disability (I have autism/aspergers syndrome) and I still live with my homophobic Catholic parents and they don’t know I’m gay (and an atheist too) 🙁

I fear one day if...

I am a s** offender who has fallen in love with a s** abuse victim… I’m scared to tell him because he’ll hate me.

P*** with an adultery/cheating theme turns me on.