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I am a 25-year-old virgin still trapped in my parents’ house, and I am putting my absolute darkest secret out into the open because I feel like I was reincarnated just to suffer. My life is a complete joke, and everything cucks me. I feel like I lost all purpose, and honestly, the only things holding me back from ending it are my parents and the social pressure and humiliation. I just want my own place to finally try out stuff like alcohol or hookers, or to get myself brutally dominated just to see if it makes me feel whole. But I get so cucked I cannot even leave the house outside of work or come a minute too late at home, and it is so draining.

Look at the architecture of who built me. My immigrant parents brought me here, couldn’t teach me the language, and threw me into special education where I was branded, bullied, and broken. The school bullies destroyed my self-worth. Even worse was a girl back then who publicly humiliated me while I wore track pants, sticking her finger slightly inside my b*** in front of others and then smelling it, while her profile bio literally said Alhamduillah, f*** her. Look at the adults who warped me: a mean babysitter who dominated me, and two female therapists in their 30s who had me lie on the ground, trampled me with their feet, and talked about how strong I am and how much weight I could take. That planted a sickness in me.

Look at my first crush who completely humiliated me, rejecting the necklace I got her and telling me to bring it to a reunion, calling me her sissy, and screenshotting my confession of love to send to her friends. I curse every single second and minute I wasted waiting for her texts. Then there was that female coworker with the age gap, my exact type. We had fun shifts, but she was a b**** who used me, made me do her bidding, and then replaced me. After she got the ick from learning too much about me, she isolated me, made others believe I had a crush on her, got me bullied, and drove me to call in sick until I got another job. I still stalk her profile pictures, freeze up when I see her, block and delete chats, and use AI to generate pictures of us out of sheer obsession.

My brain is a disaster. I have undiagnosed ADHD, autism, and aphantasia, meaning I cannot even properly visualize the opportunities I try to manifest. I cannot tie shoes, read a clock, or do basic math, which makes me feel retarded. I am right wing leaning against migration. I am literally the same race as these pieces of s*** out there raising the birth rates, mistreating women, and acting like gang rapists, but I am so cucked and useless. I hate my name, my culture, everything. I am smart enough to understand how backwards we are, even psy-opping myself with a BNWO fetish and plapping.

P*** addiction started early and completely destroyed my masculinity, sinking me into deep depression. I try to quit, I try to lose weight, but every time I try to improve, people trigger me. Everyone abuses me, uses me, and blocks me. I cant even move out because my parents get a panic attack, yet they expect me to marry and give them grandkids while they cuck me to oblivion. It all feels so cruel. I don’t even have any friends, even that was not wanted. I don’t even know how or if I can fix myself. Maybe putting this out here will change something, because this is my ultimate secret.

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And our boys camp they use the castration guillotine ..,,.. all up all of the Israeli school boys can witness the castrations of the Gaza boys after school . He israel boys have the opportunity to f*** the Gaza boys p**** while they are being prepared for castration on the guillotine platform.

The boys legs are spread open to make it easier to access the p**** the hands are t****** above them and the balls are t****** with wire ties which immediately makes the d*** extremely hard and erect and it begins to throb and pulsate

The Israeli boys can then choose the boy they wish to f*** and they can hold the Gaza boys d*** as it throbs and the Gaza boy is being fucked. Some Israeli boys get carried away when they are f****** and start beating the Gaza boys dicks very hard until they shoot at the same time o***** is happening in their p**** by the Israeli boys.

However it is recommended to leave the Gaza boys dicks alone and let them throb and naturally ejaculate while they are being fucked when the d*** starts surging on the Gaza boy it is preparing to shoot at that moment while the boy is being f***** the blade drops and cuts the boys balls off where they are tied and there is no blood or bleeding from the boy.

There is just a tiny sting which isn’t noticeable since they are being fucked…. Once the balls are cut off and the boy is still being fucked the d*** starts wildly surging and begins to shoot after the balls have been cut off. Applause is given by the isralie boys for the success of the isralie boys in the p**** in getting the d*** to shoot. Many boys in the audience get hard throbbing dicks as they are watching the boys being fucked…. So they line up after they have taken their pants off and stand in line with their hard dicks throbbing until they can get into a p**** of the Gaza boy some guys are boys are f***** four or five times in a row even after they have been castrated. The same castrated boys are used many times over the following weeks to give the Israeli school boys relief so they do not have to m*********.