I get off sniffing dirty female undies. Always looking, never guilty.
Nobody cares about me and I wish no one had ever lied and said they did. It hurts so much some days that I can barely breathe. I don’t know how to break away from being dependent and learn how to show up for myself when everyone else has always failed to. I don’t know how anyone does anything. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to make it in this world alone and I hate myself for it. I am a leech and a burden.
Ok ok, I leave the curtains open, lights on and walk around naked in my apartment. Love showing off my shaved body. Gets me all tingly.
