O Lordy I decree I decree, I do likee shuckin and jivin! I be livin the white life wit da white wife!

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I’ve lost my Ego, self respect and dignity. I have nothing own nothing, am nothing but worthy of whatever the bully wishes from me. And what that means is that my life is to be exposed, exhibited. Be degraded daily by my bully so he can get off on his thrills of humiliating me in front of however many or little amount of kids happen to show up. The crowds apparently seem to get bigger as the days go by. My humiliation is becoming acceptance as routine is becoming comfortability. These pre adult children are masters at performing to show angst between disgust and desire. Which adds to the shame. Of what’s being done to me.

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When I grew to be 13 and going through puberty I found myself very s******* and emotionally attracted to my older sister Dina, She at the time was 19 5’2 120lbs if that, athletic build, She had a 6pack abs tummy with a belly ring, Prettiest Feet small, smooth and always pedicured toes, small perky t*** and a nice Booty, well I used to sneak in her room when everyone was gone and i had the house to my self so id go in her room help myself to her Dirty clothes pile and grab all the p****** and thongs I could find and take them to my room and I would smell them and would make my p**** feel like I could explode right there Id place her underwear on my stomach and I would masterbate while I had a few of her p****** and thongs on my face and I would SOAK The pair on my stomach and I would lay there for a while and use her others to clean my Juices off of me and tamoss them back in her room and I developed a Birkenstock Sandal fettish from her because they had her Deep Footprints in them Id set them up on her bed and Released my fantasies in them and rum off another in the other pair and just leave them filled up Well she had an old pair of adidas shelltoes in pink she wore without socks and They smelled of Sweat and Feet which turned me on and Used to Finish inside the shoes I miss them days she totally supported my masterbation and didnt even know it, Alot of Times Id lay in her bed after school and be fully naked and Rub out a few.