I am a girl,15 and catholic.I finially recieved my Sacrement of Baptism this past Easter sunday at Easter mass.All of us girls being baptized,including us tween and teen girls,were all dressed by our parents in the standard,all white,”babygirl”type baptism outfits which consisted of a white,poofy,short sleeve,top of the knees,baby style dress and bonnet with the lace anklets and white maryjane shoes.Under our dresses we were put into the traditional,white tee shirt with the cloth baptism diaper,pinned on us with diaper pins,and white loose fitting plastic pants[rubberpants].We all were considered as “babies’ for our baptisms and felt very pure and innocent lke babies.After my party was over Easter afternoon,my parents took my last remaining relatives to the airport,so i was home alone.My boyfriend,Trevor came over and saw me and got very aroused! While we were kissing,he put his hand up under the back of my dress and felt my diaper and rubberpants and got even more aroused. He dropped his pants and under shorts,then put my hand on his erection and told me to ‘massage’it.After a few short minutes,he unzipped my baptism dress and pulled it off of me and dropped it to the floor.I turned red as he saw my tee shirt and diaper and rubberpants.Then without warning,he pushed me to my knees,stuck his erection in my mouth and told me to s*** it!He held my head in both hands and thrusted his erection back and forth causing me to gag some.A few minutes later,he stopped,let out a moan,and shot his s**** into my mouth and forced me to swallow it all! Since then,i have been feeling very guilty that i let the situation happen and feel that i let God down.