Two years ago I found my birth family I went up to see them stayed at my birth step sisters house and she held me hostage she screamed at me tried to kill herself in front of me and ran out of her house saying she was going to run into the busy street i called the cops and they had to track her phone and use police dogs to find her when they brought her back into the house she was acting all nice with the cops as soon as she closed the door she went crazy beating on the walls screaming at me she pulled out a revolver (gun) spun put it to my head and pulled the trigger I was to scared to move or do anything when she moved away from me I locked myself in the bedroom and blocked myself in with her dresser she was trying to kick the door down in that moment I thought I was going to die I thought I’d never see my family or friends again the saying “my life flashed before my eyes” is a very true statement. I was so scared for my life and even tho it’s been two years I struggle everyday with the flash backs I don’t know how I managed to escape from her that day but I’m so thankful for it. I really take every moment with everyone around me seriously now