I haven’t really talked about this since it happened but I feel somebody needs to know. I got with my boyfriend when I was 22 he was 18, I know he was way to young to begin with. Anyway, he had anger issues that I just sweeper u see the rug for two years. The one that I wanted to confess was that he got a knife one night and threatened to end my life. He said if I can’t have you nobody else will. Eventually he put the knife down and the next day I was on a flight to my mom. When I talked to his mom about it because she was in disbelief she says he will not admit to what happened and I feel crazy. Every time I think about what happened I wonder if it was my fault all along because I stayed with him too long. Anyway I’m happy to be alive but a part of me wants him to admit it and apologize for what he put me through.