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I have a dog tag necklace I always wear that brings back memories from my days serving in the military.

When you think of war, graphic images come to mind, but there were plenty of good times had during my days overseas.

I was partnered up with four other officers Tucker, Carl, Winston, and Mike. Mike was my senior and I always strove to make a good impression on him both professionally and personally.

I got nervous when Mike came around, because of a secret attraction I had towards him. I felt nervous whenever Mike would come around me.

Mike and I discovered a shared interest for working out and weightlifting. Mike and I would spend hours some days behind the tents working out in the hot desert sun, and during our sessions I’d admire how built Mike was.

One morning after a workout Mike and I returned to our tents and he pulled out his camera and began to share photos of him with his ex-girlfriend and told me of the s***** things they got into when they were together.

“This one time during s**, she gave what she called an “a*** inspection”. Man, that felt good!” Mike said, and we both started laughing.

“I can’t imagine sticking anything in my a****** and it feeling good,” I said.

“Neither did I. But it did,” Mike said, smiling.

Later that day, Mike and I were going to be spending the entire day together on a special mission. I was somewhat nervous because it was the first time we’d be working alone and besides wanting to make a good impression on Mike I had my growing s***** feelings toward him to contend with.

As we began to get suited up in our gear for the day Mike handed me his camera and asked me to snap a photo of him as he playfully stroked on his half-hard c*** and gave me a peace sign. I took a photo as several other officers outside the tent walked by and whistled at us.

After taking the pic, my c*** grew hard as we continued changing into our gear. I always looked forward to checking out Mike’s body as we were getting changed, so finally that morning I decided I’d make a comment since we were already on the topic of s**.

I came up behind him, put a hand in his shoulder and gave his a** a good slap. His body jerked forward.

“I’ll give you another a*** inspection some time if you like,” I said.

I was nervous, after all Mike was my senior and slightly older than me, so I wasn’t sure saying something like that would go down too well.

“Really? I wouldn’t mind that,” Mike said.

Mike closed the screen on the tent and threw me to the ground. He bent me over on one of the benches and suddenly I felt Mike’s rock hard rod slide deep inside my a**. It felt great as Mike started to pound away on my hole, harder and harder, each time he harder than the last. After a few minutes of f******, Mike finally came. I grabbed onto the tent pole and started jacking myself off until I finally shot my load all over the floor and I could still feel the wet of Mike’s load still inside me.

“Looks like you haven’t c** in a while. Have you?” I said to Mike.

“Nope, I was saving it for you,” he said.

New Confession

I am a 25-year-old virgin still trapped in my parents’ house, and I am putting my absolute darkest secret out into the open because I feel like I was reincarnated just to suffer. My life is a complete joke, and everything cucks me. I feel like I lost all purpose, and honestly, the only things holding me back from ending it are my parents and the social pressure and humiliation. I just want my own place to finally try out stuff like alcohol or hookers, or to get myself brutally dominated just to see if it makes me feel whole. But I get so cucked I cannot even leave the house outside of work or come a minute too late at home, and it is so draining.

Look at the architecture of who built me. My immigrant parents brought me here, couldn’t teach me the language, and threw me into special education where I was branded, bullied, and broken. The school bullies destroyed my self-worth. Even worse was a girl back then who publicly humiliated me while I wore track pants, sticking her finger slightly inside my b*** in front of others and then smelling it, while her profile bio literally said Alhamduillah, f*** her. Look at the adults who warped me: a mean babysitter who dominated me, and two female therapists in their 30s who had me lie on the ground, trampled me with their feet, and talked about how strong I am and how much weight I could take. That planted a sickness in me.

Look at my first crush who completely humiliated me, rejecting the necklace I got her and telling me to bring it to a reunion, calling me her sissy, and screenshotting my confession of love to send to her friends. I curse every single second and minute I wasted waiting for her texts. Then there was that female coworker with the age gap, my exact type. We had fun shifts, but she was a b**** who used me, made me do her bidding, and then replaced me. After she got the ick from learning too much about me, she isolated me, made others believe I had a crush on her, got me bullied, and drove me to call in sick until I got another job. I still stalk her profile pictures, freeze up when I see her, block and delete chats, and use AI to generate pictures of us out of sheer obsession.

My brain is a disaster. I have undiagnosed ADHD, autism, and aphantasia, meaning I cannot even properly visualize the opportunities I try to manifest. I cannot tie shoes, read a clock, or do basic math, which makes me feel retarded. I am right wing leaning against migration. I am literally the same race as these pieces of s*** out there raising the birth rates, mistreating women, and acting like gang rapists, but I am so cucked and useless. I hate my name, my culture, everything. I am smart enough to understand how backwards we are, even psy-opping myself with a BNWO fetish and plapping.

P*** addiction started early and completely destroyed my masculinity, sinking me into deep depression. I try to quit, I try to lose weight, but every time I try to improve, people trigger me. Everyone abuses me, uses me, and blocks me. I cant even move out because my parents get a panic attack, yet they expect me to marry and give them grandkids while they cuck me to oblivion. It all feels so cruel. I don’t even have any friends, even that was not wanted. I don’t even know how or if I can fix myself. Maybe putting this out here will change something, because this is my ultimate secret.

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