I am student right now..but i really feel left out some times from my friends, family and society ..and I don’t have a person to listen me if I tried to telling them about my feeling and my thought about them they they just don’t listen they just tried to give me excuses to justify them ..and also I’m a boy i need some girl in my life even I’ve many female friends but most of them kind a ghost me when I need them to share my feeling my pain ..just want some girl who understands my feeling let me help out of this society pressure, emotional pressure and most of my friends just left me out and from my childhood no one is attach to me not even my family members they just talk to me bcoz I’m their family member otherwise I don’t know they whether talk to me or not .and no one is attached to me since my childhood I think I’m too sweet for them .. I’m not telling lie to them ..I think this is main reason they were not liking me … because people always like the fake ones..but i don’t want them to like me or call me because it’s like when someone like you they were liked you since first day when they met you so it just a waste …and now I’m feeling alone from all perspectives from family side or even relationship side and don’t even have a girl friend even I tried to make but don’t know what happen after date she doesn’t even call me or picked my call and make some excuses to avoid me .. Don’t know what happen next in my life but one thing I’ve is having a good faith ..let it be there otherwise there be a monster that I’ve kept hiding in me… because I want some peace in my life if my method is not working then let see what happen next…see ya…
