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Happened one summer night at the West Side Club NYC. I got there about 10pm on a Thursday night, not overly busy but decent crowd. Met a hot daddy wearing a leather jock and he motioned for to come in his room. We start the usual, touching, feeling kissing and then he says to me that he would love a long session with me. Asked me if I partied and I said hell yeah. He motioned for me to close the door and we lit up a pipe. We blew clouds for a while and were getting into some heavy sucking, kissing, and r******. He then whips out some G and we do that, buy that time I was flying. He wanted to get fucked so bad, but I was getting tina d***. Told him I needed a V*****, and he said he uses trimix and asked if I wanted to try some. He injects it for me and I had an instant b**** that wouldn’t quit. I fucked him good for hours and we partied up and invited guys to the room to join us. He left early and I stayed.

I then walked around the club for the remainder of the night in and out of rooms and having the best s** of my life. There is nothing hotter than walking the halls of a bath house with a tina high. I ended up staying until 8am and fucked dozens of guys. I was hard but couldn’t c** but wanted so much a**.

I reimagine the fantasies of that night, wondering if I will ever experience something like that again.

Just the words party and bath house make my f****** d*** hard.

Love to hear about your bath house pnp scenes.

New Confession

I’m tempted to give up on her and I I feel like I’ve been trying so long and litteeally I put in the effort. She doesn’t even try to communicate back. I don’t think she even knows I tried to reach her. The messages are unread. I’m blocked on fb. I’ve spent a year even trying to reach her on different social media on off. Tried to rebuild start from scratch. Impress her compliment her and say how I truly feel. All those months I spent on my knees praying for her for and for us that was 2 f****** years ago. Then you tease me with a vision of us and tell me well have kids and make me earn them by doing good deeds just basically keep doing it till something happens then you tease me with how she looked pregnant and no one told me s*** for months I’m left alone wondering if anything even happened with a woman I love who won’t speak to me let alone even add me on social media who was probably carrying my kid that was my gift of my love to her. Then more months go by I know nothing no one tells me anything. I spent months begging the real jesus for clarity tell me what is going on felt like their souls exist and don’t understand where I’m under this god that can’t possibly be jesus while trying to find jesus for 2 1/2 godamn years of working my a** off obsessing over what in the name of God I could possibly be doing wrong. Months and months of devotion and bible studies and all those prayers and trying to learn and fun. Months I was tormented for I think almost a year and I still get tormented. Everything I have been through in faith is so unfair. Then I saw recently she didn’t even look pregnant. This god is such a jerk. I blame the real jesus every day for not helping me or my life not h3lping me understand what is going on leaving me on my own to try to figure everything out for a year or more. All the he’ll and torment I have gone through all the horrible things I have gone through in the last 2 years. My life genuinely feels so bad that this year I finally looked for a diff god yet still believing In Jesus bc it just that gofamn awful it shouldn’t be this hard. I’ll curse you every day jesus for not helping me all those times I seemed the real jesus not this thunder thing or satan. This is bs. You have nonidea how many times u even asked for deliverance from things
You have no idea how many times I have tried to confess sins or talked to a priest. How much effort I have put into it Christianity and faith and these weird spiritual things I have gone through. I’ve spent 2 1 /2 years still trying ti understand visions even. And all this other stuff that I don’t understand (other spiritual things all kinds of stuff even dreams that were spiritual) and yeah I prayed about it yeah I talked to priest about it. Your Bible is useless on so many issues. Jesus is a damn moron and a jerk and clearly is f****** deaf

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