i just dont know if i can trust you or not. i dont know how i feel about you. I think we are connected in some way i just dont know how. But we cant turn back time and i cant undo my mistakes. But also, you need to learn to let me go or forgive me for them or tell me where you stand. You cant just switch up on me and start seething with anger all of a sudden. You cant joke about hitting women and not expect me to keep a distance. You dont think i notice those little tests you do to see what i will or wont tolerate? And i know i let it because i dont really care, i like adventure and also assume the best in people. But i sense your dark energy and thats all i can do. No one sees what you do because you hide it so well, so well that i dont even know if its real. But i had a friend confirm it for me and i have to stop my curiosity from exploring darkness in people because it can lead to bad things. I blocked you, i hope you get therapy if the things im saying hit on a true note. Ive seen you projecting often enough to know i am probably right
