Never new i was bi until one hot muggy summer in the midwest i was seperated from my first wife and drunk late at night in a small town around 15yrs ago was watching p*** and after midnight i decided to go for a n*** swim in their outside pool. i wrapped a towel around me then went to it. the lights were off around it and it was locked but not locked. i looked around and thought no one was around. i dropped my towel and got in. after a few minutes a noticed a man watching me in the dark. freaked me out at first but then turned me on. so i decided to give him full view of everything. then i got out n*** and asked him if he was going to say anything. he said no and i told him my room number.my room faced an open field and i walked in to grab a condom and he was right behind me very hard and not a bad looking guy he was around 30 clean shaved and i honestly did not have a clue at what i was doing. i got on my knees and started to give him oral s**. room door still wide open. i think i was doing ok because he was moaning but then he got me up and there was a table by the door. i kind of figured what was going to happen and always wondered what it felt like. i was covered in sweat from the muggy heat and i grabbed a towel and put under me bent over and spread my legs as far as i could then i felt him go in. it hurt like hell and i almost told him to stop but i remember thinking i am having a*** s**. i heard and felt him going in very slow. i was very hard and plus my room door was open and if anyoneone walked by they would have seen everything. then he started to go faster and harder and the table was banging against the wall and i remember thinking i am going to get caught because it was after 1am and all the rooms were full. but no lube he had the condom on at first but we were both sweating and i think that was helping him go in and out. but i whispered dont c** in me and he got closer and grabbed my upper thighs and i was so close to c****** but then he pulled out and i felt his c** on my a**. my legs were weak but i got up got him a towel and i grabbed one and wiped myself off. then he said thanks pulled his pants up and left. i masturbated several more times that night thinking about i had a*** s** for the first time. and i f****** enjoyed it.