An hour ago, I had an arousal in my sleep and I immediately jumped out of my bed when I started to feel eruption occurring. I rushed to the bathroom to drain out and clean myself up after letting out the demons in the bottle. It was not my intention to m********* fully, but after going on for nearly a month without it I guess my body had the last word. I feel ashamed although I shouldn’t be, but I’m just relieved to have it over with.