i am a bisexual married man and my wife lets me on occassion meet up with other men then come home snd tell her about what i did. but monday was my birthday and i turned 50. i contacted a man i have been talking to to meet up with. i called off work and met in an hourly motel. was giving him oral and chose to take the condom off. was not really sure if he was going to let me or not but i got on top of him turned the tv off and just wanted to think of this. i have never let a man finish inside me and wanted to know what it felt like. i guided him in slowly as my heart was pounding. we were both breathing heavy and i meaned forward and started to kiss him as he was thrusting and i was moving back and forth. i whispered to him i want to feel it. we both went faster and he said he was ready then i finally felt it. my first thought was its warm and felt like someone shot a squirt gun. i got off him and just layed there. i was feeling his c** coming out of me. he asked well? i said thank you it was great. you ever do that with any other men? he said no and then he watched me finish then we got up dressed and left. i will go to my grave with this. i plan on seeing him again. he is married also. i loved it and have thought of it all week.