there is this guy I’ve always been friendly with who expressed an attraction to me really early on in our friendship but I began dating another man and he did not appreciate our friendship and for this reason we grew very distant during the year I was in a relationship. FF to now, I’m several months out of that relationship and we have been having s** regularly. Since we began he says tonight is the best s***** experience he’s ever had and invited me to his birthday o***. He had just spent an hour explaining to me why his friends are immature and toxic but he let the same group convince him orgies are fun. He’s never been to one. Idk I’ve never been to one either, that’s not what i do. I f*** him the way I do because I sorta like him, but not that much. I have no idea why I’m even on the fence about going.