I had the craziest dream, and I just need to get this off my chest. I’m going to give some background information. My crush and I have some issues we need to work through, and I haven’t talked to her in what feels like ages. The other day she said hello to me, but she was shy and speed walked away as soon as I went to look at her.
She pushed me away, and she’s scared of the commitment I want from her, but she still keeps me around.
Anyways, to the dream, I saw her in the halls of my school and held my breath. I was going to talk to her, like I know I should. As I walked up, the dream ended before I could see her face, and I woke up. Then, as I drifted off again, the dream reset. This time she saw me from a distance, have me a hollow smile, and walked into a room. I caught up to her, and she said hi to me, but before I could open my mouth, the dream reset again. And this happened twice more until I finally woke up. It was so painful. I’m so scared to talk to her. I’m away right now, so I’ll only see her on Friday. I’m so scared.