Why can’t a be pretty like these other girls. Have thick thighs and a tiny waist. Instead I’m just a twig, and as people say unattractive. Why do I have to be played by people and munipulated for s** then tossed to the side because they just wanted “constant p****” when I never gave it to the man he kept going when I told him to stop. And another one abused me and kept me locked in his house. These thoughts and memories keep going threw my head and I just wanna make it stop. I don’t wamna be here to feel this anymore