i don't know how to describe why i keep thinking that i'm a very strong person but sometimes i want to lose it and stop being so serious. but when i tried

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i don’t know how to describe why i keep thinking that i’m a very strong person but sometimes i want to lose it and stop being so serious. but when i tried to lose control is too much that i let go so i made a lot of mistakes, even that i know it was bad i just wanna keep doing it because it gets me excited to do these forbidden things, at the same time i got scared to go too far, so far that i can’t stop myself.
it feels better if is wrong, right (maybe)

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I love the feeling of being scared. Being scared and being ashamed are different. The feeling is different and omg being horrified that is the s***. Knowing what’s going to happen and not being able to do anything about it that is the total bomb. Expecially when it’s a defamation or degration in front of peers or those younger witnessing as you cower your way through it knowing they’re going to be staring at you.

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