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I cant take d***. Like, I cant, lol. I admit it. I’ve had to tap out every time. I’ve only had s** 4 times. The first time was just 2 yrs ago. Tapped out. Had s** with the same guy again and tapped out. And he didn’t say anything but I sensed it annoyed him. Did it again so time later, tapped out of course. He eventually got distant.

Currently, I’ve been dating this new guy for 2 months now & I like everything about him so far. So, last week we had s** for the first time. I cannot stop thinking about it.. I confessed it somewhere on here some hours ago. And yes, I admit it was pretty borderline rapey bc I tried to tap out and get him to take it easy on me but he wouldn’t. He didnt stop at all. BUT! I think I’m just a wimp bc I loved every min of it, but IDK how to explain it. It gets super intense to point where I can’t take it anymore. Lol? I don’t know if that’s even normal, bc in p*** the girls look like they’re in complete bliss, so.. IDK. But anyways, we’ll likely have s** again, I’m just scared I’ll punk out, he’ll get annoyed and become distant like the last guy.

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