I read some articles that said caffeine makes depression worse so I quit all caffeinated drinks. After about six days of awful withdrawal symptoms I feel SOOO much better. I have energy to do things and I laugh a lot more. I feel downright giddy at times but I also worry that I’m such a goofy fraud. I mean… caffeine was the problem all along?! I thought I was so deep and that’s why I was depressed but it all seems so silly now. All the things and thoughts that bummed me out feel so weightless, empty and hollow. It’s like I’m numb to them… almost like a piece of me is missing. I don’t know how long this feeling will last but I definitely prefer it to how I was before. I guess the moral of the story is f*** Starbucks and Coca-Cola, they’re all just a bunch of drug dealers. They’re ruining the world and there’s no way to stop them but I don’t care because I’m FREEE!