i’m trying to navigate between my identity as a nymphomaniac pornstar and a shy recently-18 poet. i love s** & sensuality. this is a huge, very repressed part of my identity. i’m on pornhub. i’m queer & guys and girls alike come to my page & chat with me. i’ve made friends, f*** buddies & even had to block a few people because they became too personal with me. but i’m also very shy about my body, and it’s like two people exist within me. i’m a poetess, & very connected to the fragility of emotion, love and how those two things manifest themself in my life. i can go from a state of deep depression to s***** bliss to being completely devoid of emotion in under an hour. i think i’m just fucked up right now. and to top it all off, i’m barely an adult 🙂