I masterbated to videos of my aunt playing with her p**** & downloaded alot of photos of her n*** & showing every inch of her body.
I was asked by her to help fix her laptop cause it was running slowly. Well I fixed it, it was simply some Spyware & a few driver updates, but she was paying me by the hour & I needed the money for my cellphone bill so I pretended to still be working, but eventually got bored. Then I got curious, just looked through their bookmarks, history & such. The results are what piqued my interest in the first place. The history was filled with p*** video sites, but one site was visited often so I clicked on the address. It took me to this amateur s** photo & video upload site that was already logged on to some username. So I clicked on the “my photo & video uploads” link & was very surprised, I regonized my aunt’s face obviously right away, what stopped me right there was seeing her completely n*** & spreading her p**** & a** in the photo, needless to say I got rock hard. I kept loading photo after photo & they kept getting nastier & kinkier the more I saw, I started rubbing my c*** through my jeans just staring at my aunt taking a huge d**** in her p****, then seeing in the next photos her with that same massive d**** with her a****** stretched around it & taking the whole length, it must’ve been at least 12 inches long. The videos were even better, I started feeling so guilty & wrong for being aroused by my 49 year old aunt so I downloaded all the photos & videos to my sd card, which was about 300 photos & 40 videos around 15 minutes each. I said my goodbye & got paid while hoping I didn’t look guilty or blurted out what I saw. I went home & I’ve masterbated watching her videos or looking at her s*** spread p**** & a******. I find myself fantasizing about f****** her or eating her holes out, c** so hard then feel guilty & ashamed about thinking that way about my aunt. She’s attractive for her age, but I’ve never noticed her in that way until I seen her n***, her holes & watching her play with her p**** & o*****, made it taboo & so arousing for me. I’m 19 & I do have a girlfriend, I don’t seriously think I’ll ever have the courage to tell my aunt I saw them, that’s not it. She’s my relative, happily married. I just can’t stop thinking about her now though, like it’s an obsession. I even imagined I was f****** her when I was having s** with my girlfriend, who’s my age as well. I have this urge to stop by her house to s***** a pair of her dirty p******, or see if I can find her d****. Crazy thoughts. I have debated deleting all of the photos & videos but, I can’t. I talk myself out of it cause honestly I think if I delete them, then I’ll never be able to find them again, and to be honest, I’ve cummed hard & shot loads that were huge when i masterbate over her photos & videos. I’m stuck in a dilemma I don’t know how to fix or if I even want to.