I’ve been really contemplating on admitting this, but I’ve decided I’ll just do it. So pretty much… kids are curious. And when I was a kid I was exposed to b********* video content at the age of 10 by someone else. Unfortunately, I think this is the reason why I personally tried it with my dog out of curiousity. Looking back as being a kid and including my siblings, we all did questionable things…. But anyway the experience led to me allowing my dog to “lick my g*******” from that young age to young teen years. I’ve always felt pretty bad about it. And by the way, I completely stopped. I just try to take off a built of the guilt off since I was exposed to it second hand and I was a kid. And I completely get why people get angry or disgusted when hearing about these situations coming from the other side (especially when adults are engaging in it.) And I have to admit I’m pretty disturbed when it comes to people who seem to be forcing the animals and especially people who are actually penetrating small animals when it would come to the online video content. I don’t think I’ll ever admit this in person to anyone because I don’t think it will contribute to anything or serve any positive purpose. And I tend to not want to judge anybody on their mistakes, because we all have darkness AND light in us. I just look at it as not defining somebody’s character and who they are as a person overall by some mistakes along the journey and personally I DO NOT WANT to know your skeletons in a personal confession. I think that’s between yourself and perhaps even God, if you believe in one. The action and guilt is already a burden enough. Although, I think admitting this online will release a lot of guilt / tension / emotion I’ve been bottling up, so I think it’ll be positive for me once this sits up for a while. I really don’t mind the criticism about the mistake, because I completely get it. I never intended harm and I was young. Also b********* is actually more common than people know and would admit. And to be honest, I don’t think it should ever be socially accepted, because I think society would collapse (well I think it would from a moral standpoint.) People would just engage in their dark habits behind closed doors in whatever way that is. I just needed to say this for healing in some way, and I think it’ll be beneficial. Hoping a lot of you can forgive yourselves as well, and possibly even people you’ve affected by something. Luckily, I haven’t hurt anybody majorly, and I have a whole life ahead of me to be conscious of my decisions and how it will affect other people and my view on myself. Anyway. Thanks for listening. And I appreciate it if anybody can truly understand where I’m coming from. But I also understand the criticism as well. And I feel I’m very lucky to have made such mistakes at a young age that way I feel that some of those same impulses / bad energy won’t be nearly as intense (that others show or carry on) as an adult. Because, unfortunately I’ve seen these same impulses destroy individuals and their families. I’ve just been fortunate enough to get all of this darkness out before it REALLY can hurt people. Especially your loved ones, and I would never wish that upon anybody. Once again, Thank you for listening. God Bless. Peace and Love.

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