I’ve been in a monogomas relationship for almost 18 years. Married for 10 of those. A few weeks ago, I fucked an old friend from back in the day that lives hours away. It’s the best s** I’ve had in years.
I thought I’d regret it. I thought I’d feel guilty. I thought I wouldn’t be able to look my husband in the eye…. Its not that way.
I worry that I’ve slid so easily into this roll. I’m ashamed at how much this guy turns me on. I wish having this secret didn’t turn me on even more.
My husband can be laying beside me and I’ll slide a finger over my wet c***, my other hand tapping at my phone letting this guy know how badly I want to c** right now. We’re secretly planning ways to meet so we can f*** more. I’m addicted already. Its like floodgates have opened and I want more.
