I’ve been playing you for a fool
All this time
I have been lying to you
Cheating on you
And I’ve been faking this relationship with you
I’ve never been in love with you
All those smiles in photos and clowning around in videos with u on tik tok was all fake and put on for cameras
Inside I was dying cos try as I may I could not love you and I never trusted I always thought you was gonna hurt me like my last gf did and I just couldn’t love you the way u wanted. I was scared to be alone so I got back with you at Christmas so I wouldn’t spend Christmas and new year alone but I was so unhappy with u still and nothing had changed even at that ball we went to I was not happy u was all smiles but I wasn’t and we argued a lot it became too much u see behind your back I was texting the woman I truly love and I truly want and when I was with you I wished u was her instead. That’s why I left u again because I want her and I always will she’s always been there for me helped me out when I needed help that’s how I brought u that Christmas present u bragged about on tik tok she gave me money so I could get it. I felt bad about it but I wanted to make u happy but I brought it out of guilt for how I treated you
Please let me go now and move on
Unfollow me and let me go
I wish u peace and take care
Bye Belle Honey Smith
