I am not who everyone thinks I am.
Who I really am has been kept completely secret from literally everyone in my day to day life, including both wives of two failed marriages with neither having any clue of what they were actually married to.
When family and former closest friends discovered and clearly saw the real me, every one immediately erased me from their lives, as I fully expected.
Most of them even deny having ever known me, which may help explain how or why most people who do know me including my thousands of followers at Facebook still have no idea that the photographer who’s work they admire is something no rational person would ever want anyone to see their names visible as being an admirer of or a fan of someone with a secret life where I’m in several hundred h******** mostly amateur gay p*** videos all over the internet to be sure.
What’s far more shocking and revoting to those who discover the real me, which for reasons even I am not 100% sure of, why I include my full real name in the titles and descriptions which makes it so easy for them to see by a simple search using my name especially if along with my name a word is included lie “p***, or X**, or s***, or toilet” etc., dozens of pages of resulting videos appear, including dozens showing black men using my mouth as if it’s an actual toilet.
Yeah, I’m serious, and with high def, closeup slow motion replay of the most degrading scenes. I love being degraded to the max.
When anyone who thought well of me sees the real me, that me, it becomes easy to understand who they would not want anyone to know they ever had any association with me of any kind. And, perhaps it explains why I’ve kept the real me secret from everyone except for the millions of adults worldwide who frequent p*** sites, especially gay s*** p*** sites.
I feel the thousands who follow me should know who they really are seen following, but I’ve never had there courage to confess this to them myself.
Who knows, perhaps my confession here might be seen by some who figure out who I am from information I include who might search the name of who they suspect, maybe they will share some links within comments at my Facebook page where I’ve at least gone into settings and removed the filters that previously blocked public comments or reviews from appearing at my FB page.
This probably is an odd confession to anyone who reads it, but it’s real unfortunately and it’s mine. And I clearly am not what everyone who knows me thinks I am.