This is for the better. It hurts still the same. I thought you were the first person to really know me. I thought you cared about me and my feelings too.

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This is for the better.
It hurts still the same.
I thought you were the first person to really know me.
I thought you cared about me and my feelings too.
Turns out you were just the same as everyone else.
You too, choose everyone but me.
You too, walk away without a care.
You too, were just here to remind me that I’ll never be someone’s too pick.

I so wanted things to be different.
For the situation that shouldn’t have ever worked out to miraculously work out because we both choose each other and worked towards our own fairytale.
BUT fairytales aren’t real, no prince would ever choose me, and I am infact too damaged for anyone to ever see me as a princess.

So physically I’m here, mentally I’m trying to remember any ounce of who I was before I looked into your eyes for the first time, and emotionally I feel unwanted(because it’s simply true, no one has ever wanted me not my parents, siblings, cousins, aunts, uncles, friends, literally no one except these kids.) Doing the best I can for these kids. Aside from that, I want to drive my SUV off a cliff.

New Confession

My wife just got a huge silicone Horse Di.ldo to add to her collection. The horse co.ck is 15 inches long with a stiff inner core so it feels rigid and realistic.

Horses have a flat co ck head which provides more resistance as she tries to push the huge horse d**** inside her bun. It creates a vacuum as it moves in her bun. She moans as she sits on it and slides lower and lower on the shaft as it spreads her bun open.

Her latest toy has a built in tube so it can squirt hot liquid deep inside her bun, imitating a horse cu.mming. It has a ridge line halfway down the shaft that spreads her open. It also has a huge knot near the base which can be further inflated to be even bigger after it is in her.

It has no balls because a gelding doesn’t have balls since geldings are castrated. She says that I should be castrated too and be her gelding. She holds my balls and shakes them a little and says, ‘They’re gonna come off honey. You know I’m gonna have you neutered and emasculated.’

As the knot gets inflated it must feel like giving birth as the knot grows bigger and stretches her inside. It does have a suction cup base to hold it steady so she can sit on it and slide down on the shaft.

Her collection of fantasy d**** co.cks keeps her busy so that I hardly get any s.ex. She has fat co.cks, ones with spikes, ones with ridges, ones with bumps and she has stra.p-ons that she insists on using on me to make it clear what my position is in the relationship.

She makes me bend over, then she grabs my balls and she forces her strap-on up inside me. Then the thrusting begins. My co.ck gets hard and she laughs about my erection and says that I must be gay. Then she thrusts more.

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I haven’t talked to my sister in years , and her husband happened to die a month ago. I went over to her house and I sat down with her, and I told her they don’t know what’s been going on between her and my father when he was still alive. I know what was going on between my parents and my sister and her husband. I took my sister into her bedroom , and I had s** with her. Oh my god , I told my mother that me and my sister talked and I know that mother and my sisters husband and her and my father were having s**. So I told my mother to get naked and let my father catch me and her having s**.And then I wanted him to join in with us. My father walked by the bedroom and my mom and me were having s** and he opened up the door and he said , what’s going on here. I know my father had never had s** with another man before, but I wanted him to have s** with me.His son. I had my father take off all of this clothes and get on top of and put his c*** inside me and f*** me. I told him to f*** me like my sister. So there was my father penetrating me in c****** inside of me. I told my father I wanted him to do that for a long time.So we started doing it every day he was c****** inside of me. He would push his c***, so deep inside of me and c** and it felt so good.The warmth of his c** inside of me is all I wanted. Having my father, making love to me and c****** deep inside me every day.It was so fantastic. I felt so much closer to my dad when he was penetrating me with his c***. Then I started going into there bedroom and getting under the covers and sucking him till he was hard and then having him c****** so fast before. Then I told myfather to start inhaving others like his friends coming over and the two friends have been coming over a lot and penetrating me. Both of them filling me up with there c**. I never told anyone that my wife’s father started penetrating me the first day we got married. We were getting ready for the wedding together and I asked him to penetrate me in coming and he did. Over the hole 20 years that I was married to his daughter we were.having s** and we both loved it. He always worked from home and that’s when he would penetrate me , and we kept at the secret for years. We even made videos and sold them. I really enjoyed his c*** Penetrating me because it was so thin and it would go so deep and I could feel him explode inside me. Ive had a lot of men inside me but his was the best and his c** was great.