There is a saying that you can’t go home again and after a couple days of reflectiing and pondering I have come to a realization that I will never go back home. Too expensive to live there and I don’t have the resources to pull this through at this time. My heart broken and my soul put in a humble place, I have come to terms more humble and contrite that there is nothing more to gain from this and what’s even more humbling is the fact that my eldest sister had to put me in my place and did it with tough love.