I’m in love with someone wonderdul and have been for a year. She’s actually nice to me and good for my mental health and talks to me irl instead of the internet. She’s a super talented artist, she laughs at my dumb jokes, and I catch her looking at me all the time. Plus she’s hot as f*** and wears tight jeans with no p****** that show off her a** and cameltoe. She’s off limits for the moment, but I can tell she’s just as into me as I am into her. I still get way more value outta her then I did from the two hohos I was obsessed with who only gave me nudes and videos of them wetting theur pants but no emotional or psychological validation or touch. At least this girl gives me fist bumps and isn’t afraid to text me for real. I’m so touch starved and lonely. The best part is she isn’t after my money like every other girl I’ve been obsessed with. She just loves being around me.