I’m in love with my best friend. He has a partner, so I don’t think I’ll ever be able to tell him. As I write this we’re on call, and he complimented the way the light was shining onto my face. I don’t know what to think. We’re both boys. I don’t think my dad would accept that. None of my family, honestly.

He talks to me. More than he does his partner. He trusts me with way more. I don’t think his partner knows half the stuff I do. As selfish as it is, I wanna keep it that way.